#diaryofaplant

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I need a Donghua Dijun who will care for me and treat me as an equal like he does to his Xiaobai.

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How wouldcI even know what I like, if for a long time, I do not even know the feeling of liking someone?

If for a that moment, I just lost myself and thought that some things have changed and I can gain something useful.

But these thoughts are just my fleeting feelings.

Reading and watching these fantasy things are good. They make me feel that those dedication and commitment are really possible.

I just want some one to take care of me without me worrying about anything. Even if that someone is only myself.

[kaisimplerandomness]

I now somehow deciphered that indeed I am over it already. Thank you, universe. Its now time to be free and move on.

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Having rest days when you are not feeling well is a must. Even if that sick feeling comes from your mind. Rather especially if it is from your mind.

Facing one's fears is a must. But rest is needed if everything becomes overwhelming.

[kaisimplerandomness]

I'm not in my "best me" era now. I'm in my "hashira training arc". But if you are still willing to be by my side. Please do and thank you.

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i don't like this feeling that I was too focused on other things, that I actually forgot to do an important task.

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i'm not looking for it, but looking at those stories sometimes makes me wonder how does it truly feel then

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There are little things that I miss, and some I now find difficult to understand. Maybe it is what growing up and being single is like.

I want someone to care for me, but i feel that being monitored to much would be a nuisance.