I didn’t expect myself to get in this call, especially with him in it, but here I am..
What the fuck just happen-
OCC: SO BASICALLY THE CALL feat. @agntm0thman and Ink and ​Cygnus the florpus beast ex- @fallen-star-agency member
When an interviewing alien that with the man who broke his brother’s skull became a meet cute-
CONGRATULATIONS CYGNUS!!!
YOU ARE THE FIRST FLUSH CRUSH THAT HUNTD EXPRESS OPENLY-
Understandable since his other “romantic” feeling are never reciprocate, and his two flush crush he end up close himself out and hide it till the feeling die out.
So, are you sure there isn’t more affection for Zim than just a business partner? I’m not necessarily saying romantic (but it’s cool if it’s that no judgement here) but maybe at least familial affection? Like siblings?
I’m just back for a bit.. I want to write this out. Inspirate from Caps old post and this one
This will be long, be ready
There a lot of you here hahaha
This might as well be “Dear family”-
OH HELLO-
Thank you for bring back my humanity. You are the first one I take in, even though I was scare I being overstepped. Glad you felt the same. Your teasing did numbers on me but I know you care. You listen to me so much that you practically know all my secrets but I trust you. I can’t really say no to you. Thank you so much for being amazing >:)
Thank you for make me want to be better. I want to make you happy and I willing to improve more for you. You deserve all the happiness in the world and you mean so much to me. I hope that my job doesn’t make it the reason we fall apart, I work on my anger issues for you. I try to improve for you. I want to be the best version for you. And I want to watch over you till you grow old.
Thank you for being shoulder to lean on, and sorry for all the problem I cause you. I still feel guilty that I almost slip out your secret, I know you didn’t talk about yourself much but I end up did it anyway to protect someone. I’m sorry. Thank you for listening and giving me advices, and all the hot cocoa cuddles breaks we have. I cherish you so much.
You…remind me of my old self.. but that’s ok, you still growing. Everything will be better, continue to listen, to open up, and communicate with your love ones. I didn’t understand why you admire me in the beginning but I glad you did.
We are not as close but I do like you and jokingly drag into the family (hey you do say brother and not bother-). But thanks for listening to me and tell me what’s going on. We might not having the same beliefs but I understand where you are coming from. Hope things are better with you.
You are under my protection because of my love ones, so therefore you are also family. We might have some disagreement but we try to look out for him in our way.
I see you more as my student but I also care for you that I don’t mine you want to be part of my family, if you have me. Hope you grow up and be who you want to shape yourself to be. I know you are capable.
*crack my fingers*
I can write the whole ass book for one person, but short down so I can put three people here.
Make this one quick and simple. You made me who I am hate the most, I don’t want to be like you. I would rather die than be like you. You neglected piece of shit, it look like you care and but you end up try to use my own body. What are you try to do with me if I didn’t get out on time? What if I never left? Am I still me? Days of tortures may made me more durable now but you also cause damage that I took 10 years that I still working on. A fucking scumbag of person, I hope you die. I would love to kill you if I have a chance. You’re in my hallucinations, you’re in my nightmares. I would gladly want to erase you from my life. This includes to all the humans back on my earth too, you can go fuck yourself.
You hurt who I care deeply. I would love to kill you with own hands, even my partner hate you more. But with certain someone’s request, I can’t do that. I hope you realize your mistake and don’t fucking dare take my family away.
You….are complicated to me. I loathe you, you burn me in very way. I try to not think of you much anymore but it hard to sometimes. I use to be interesting in you but then you being an ass to my family. You make me paranoid, I hate you but I can’t fully hate you. I want to know more about you but I don’t want to close to you more than I need to. You made me felt conflicted. Just, don’t fucking die.
….I going to write it out, might as well be. To the Dib “Seeker” Membrane’s bulletin board of unrequited love
My first of everything. I might as well for for you more than two times. You give me so much feeling, sometime too much. I hate you, I love you, I care for you. But you never notice it so I keep it in to the point it’s gone. My unrequited romantic love start from you. I glad that my feeling for you is mostly gone because I like how we are now more.
You’re the burning fuels back in my mind that suddenly exploded when I realized I might also like you this way. I’m currently try to not think about you but I also in the weird fuck up way miss you that I have to as someone else that you ain’t fucking dead yet. I offer to help you out but you seem to be interested in somewhere else. I want to be ready with the cake and soda you want, but I can’t. I hate that I like you attention even you just try to use me as your entertainment. Especially you ask me an uncomfortable question that unlock many things. You made me realize why I keep getting in long list of unrequited love, both platonic or romantic. It suck but I do very like you, I want to bond with you that someone might see it bad but I’m promise it not that bad….I don’t need you to like me back because stars that would be horrible. I just want to have a spar with you and take you to one hot cocoa date and…….take you back to who you actually care for. I hope I get over you soon so I can face and talk to you with no conflict feeling. I hope you do actually get better as he said.
..I just met you not long ago, and it weird that I fall in flush so fast. You are so cool, heck you want to have that playful bond I want someone to do with me, I felt being reciprocate for once. I want to know you more if we got more time. You seem to be interested in me, but you are also with someone I hate. I invested in you and hope we can be more. My first flush that feel required but can’t be together. After long list of unrequited love and you see to be interesting in me, i hope this finally broke the curse. I doubt you will ever see this, but if shit go down and we can’t be together, I would still love to be your friend :)
I actually do like all of you but-
You change someone I deeply care for in a couple weeks, and did something I can’t do for years. And I will never hate you for it. But it also make me feel like I’m not worthy enough for that change.
You got someone that care for you that didn’t care for mine. I want that but glad you got her. Things can be better, I knew it, I been through the same shit. Please don’t make her hate you.
….I envy you for have his attention all to you.
To be in all honest, I fucking hate you so much. You are one creep little shit that have no boundaries what so ever, and when you grow, you are even more bitter and angry. Extremely destructive to yourself and others. A fucking asshole more than I am now. I want to out grow you, and I will be better than you. But I understand why you like this, and it not your fault you came out like this.
I’m counting on you to be better than I am now. You better have home for our kids. I hope no one in the family break apart. I hope you cherish them dear to your heart. I hope you still with him. I hope you never got to the point that you have to act on the truce. Hope you keep us alive. Hope you are less stupid. Hope you are the best version of me. I hope you don’t fuck shit up more than it’s already is. I hope you not revert back to your old habits.
Theres only one person I will write for.
You.. I will never call you this and so does you. We would rather call each other things or use other alien terminology to describe what we are, or we don’t want to use label at all. It’s how we operate. We seem to have mutual understanding if we use “friends” to label us, it felt more vulnerable for some reason, and we don’t really like that. But i rather talk about you in this than “Dear boyfriend” because that is the whole can of uncomfortableness.
We are close for so long but not emotionally close. You confuse me for years, but I glad we talk now. You have no idea how much you how much your touch calm my soul down but still give me all the fire when we fight. I like when we sing out bs, and gossip at idiots. You are so fun to be with. I want you to be my first of anything. I want to experience and experimenting with you. You might have some power over me but I also didn’t hesitate to fight you back, and you like it. You keep me from not dying from my self destructive curiosity. You start to change.. maybe not from my own doing but you listen to me more now and I’m glad. Now we talk…I can talk to you more than ever.. I can be more open to you, and so do you. I’m so glad. Happy even. I can just hold and talk to you without questioning anything.
You are a lot of things. You are closest thing to my friend, but not. You are not my lover. You are “family”.
You are you.
We belong together, but we will not call it date because we felt uncomfortable from that label. Let them talk. Everybody talk, too much. But we know who we are, there’s no other people pushing their agenda to change what we are. Over our dead fucking body.
