I thought of myself as not human. And just adapting to this world. I go to school, make friends, like someone and study. I'm already a registered nurse and I don't have any idea how that happened but anyweiz, I started working as trainee at the hospital that is found at the other end of out city from my home.
I'm not confident that I'll be able to handle patients Since I'm not good with people or what you call it socializing. But so far I"m doing good and my clients who has been under my care thanks me and even make jokes. Even my co-nurse as I read the micro expression I know they find me annoying , boring and ugly but still showing them my cheerfulness and can't feel exhaustion I always thanks and say sorry too. I'm really a shy type I even somtimes statter words.
One day my duty is 3-11pm I'm not the person who wants to sleep at the hospital so even if its that late I will go home. I waited for about 30 minutes for a tricycle finally it came I rode with some nurses too though they get off first and left me alone. The driver rerouted and he was holding my arm so I can't get off. I punch him at the face and jump off the tricycle I roll and got dirty my white uniform. And watch the tricycle stop and coming back for me as he gets nearer I get my ballpen from my pocket and as he hold me I stab the pen in both his legs and give him a head bang and chin lift. I don't know what happens next but saw myself full of blood and a heart at my left hand , I look down and saw a body with a hole on its chest like something have been dig from it. And then I just walk to where I can rode a cab or jeep home, some peopke saw me and theyr somewhat afraid but I just go forward and sit at the cab. Tehehehehe