I remember one day back in the day that was me but today, this is me. Though now and then have changed greatly, my thoughts are still the same. I still wanted to you to succeed, go to college, be independent. Unlike most people I had that drive in me that made me push everyone around me. Now that I'm not here to surround you with positivity and good heart, you've surrounded yourself with almosts, could have beens, and never gonna be's. I can't help but wondering, we both dating people that are both older, a step up, an upgrade, but does she push you the way mine pushes me? Does she love on you, the beautiful way he loves so deeply on me. Does she care about your future, the way he cares about my future? Because she can be the baddest Brazilian girl you'll ever lay up with, but she sounds "shallow with the pussy" Ask yourself, is that the best you can do.