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[umiusi]

「絵日記 2022/03/20 グラベル」

[sillytruama-blog]

I'm scared he's going to break up with me

I don't know if he loves me anymore

I know we don't have to talk or be lovey and clingy everyday, I understand that but I can't stop thinking about him leaving

[wordsofchange-blog1]

Being thankful is something that you cannot explain with words. Being thankful is something that you must feel. That emotions, that joy. That tears when you realise that everything here is for your own good. Oh thank you, God, Universe, oh thank you for every second of my life. For every morning, when I open my eyes and see the sun or clouds, or rain or snow, thank you for every new chance. Oh thank you for making me open this eyes and making me change the world using my vibration. Thank you for every little thing, thank you for the bread and water and every coin and all those small pieces of nature. Oh thank you for love, for my friends, family, and every person that comes into my life. Some of them thought me a lesson, some of them made me happy. Thank you for that. Thank you for every star that I saw in the night that shows me a sign that I am on the right way. Thank you for every song that I have listened today. Thank you for every piece of my body, for my mind, heart, emotion, activity. Just thank you. And I love you.

Your son

S

[shelovesdecember]

I've been emotional af lately 

[sillytruama-blog]

just want to know if my father would ever like me

But I don't give a fuck, so he's probably just like me

A motherfuckin', Goblin

(Fuck everything, man) That's what my conscience said

Then it bunny hopped off my shoulder, now my conscience dead

Now the only guidance that I had is splattered on cement

Actions speak louder than words, let me try this shit.....dead

[sillytruama-blog]

A lot of times she makes me so angry

Just in general

She used to drink so much and hit me and knock me down and now she doesn’t drink,,,,,as much. But now she isn’t home. I’m the one cooking and cleaning and working on things for my younger brother.....god this is just so frustrating.

[sillytruama-blog]

I just wanna be happy!!!! Why is that so hard to...GRASP!!!!!!! Why can’t all the people I lvoe just be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! My boyfriend, my best friends, my family!!! Why is that hard to achieve.......I hope one day we all get there

I hope one day we all heal

I hope one day we all forgive and I hope one day we all can just eat, and I hope one day we can just breathe and we can be, and we can be around each other and with each other

I hope I hope I hope

I hope one day I can be content, just.....

[sillytruama-blog]

Op is actually dissociating into another plane of existence and won’t return for another three hours with no recollection of memory and will have a crisis because of that but go off I guess