#dinoppar

[monaut]

4326 points and 16010 comments so far on reddit

the week this happened was the worst of my life omg

[4upiter]

HEY dinoppar IT'S DONE THIS IS IT THIS IS THE ACTUAL VIDEO WITH REAL SOUND AND SHIT

A much better audio file link to follow xoxox

[4upiter]

Last thoughts of the night

-unnerving and uneasy thoughts about a boy that is making my heart feel restless but not in the good way because I don't feel like this is healthy -SHINGEKI NO FUCKING KYOJIN GODDAMMIT KHA -Anh ): where you at girl I need to tell you more

[4upiter]

Hello dear followers,

I have chopped about 10 inches (25 cm) of my hair off. This is kind of huge for me since I've had long hair for a really long time haha. I'll post up some pictures tomorrow, but Anh might beat me to it... Good night!

[monaut]

0neirism said: #egg #growingup HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! BTW!!!

Thanks Dema!! (!!!!!!!!!)

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 dinoppar said: OH MY GOD MILLIE HAVE I EVEN TOLD YOU YET OH MY GOD GET ON FACEBOOK

I'm almost always on facebook but I'm always on invisible so people I don't like won't talk to me but NO YOU HAVEN'T TOLD ME PLEASE TELL ME?

sorry for squishing you guys into the same text post 8(

[monaut]

dinopparreplied to yourpost:hi friends i’m turning 17 so i recorded myself...

DONT YOU DARE DELETE IT

when i turn 18 i'm going to watch the good earth and record myself crying afterwards 8)

[4upiter]

Ah

Good morning (: It's only 9:41am, and I've done so much already. I'm feeling so dancy and singy and laughy aha!

I'm talking to awesome broski Duc/Chicago again, and really, he's one of those people where you don't talk to for a while (in my case, months? years?) and when you talk to him again, it's like there was no rip in time haha! Such a great bro and a weird flirt LOL.

And already this far, I've made mistakes I don't really regret. Nearly hooked up (thank god it went nowhere), nearly cut (made Elena a promise), nearly gave up. But hope is never lost.

So, I took my hand up at sketching again. And I've gotten so much better. Singing too! I watched Pitch Perfect and OH MY GOD IT WAS AMAZING AGH FEELS. My go-to jam is Party In The U.S.A. now HAHA!

And there are always great people around me. Alison, Anthony, Caesar, Ngoc, Kristina, Sydney, Anh ( OH GOD LOL ANH. <3 ), Elena, Mark, Timmy. So many other people that don't come immediately to mind, but you know who you are. Love is all around me, and frankly, yes, I'm still recovering, but I'm recovering so well. I think today, day 51, is my new day number 1.

Maybe people can't stay in our lives. Sometimes they might come back. But there is no permanent agonizing pain when they can walk out, because, that stupid saying is true. Time heals. We grow, we fall, we learn; we cry, we laugh. Or cry while laughing. But in the end, we're still here. 

I could just be bitter about being single again, but, I might not need a significant other. At least, not right now haha. I'm so happy, and carefree, so reckless and full of life. And all the love I need are from the lovely/strange/weird/caring/awesome friends I have.

So, this is basically a shoutout to all the people that tolerate me, my friends x)