#dinosaniya

[sanlya]

i’m just frustrated now bye

[sanlya]

idk why (though i have a few reasons maybe) but the last few days i just actually feel okay and i’m just listenin to music and chillin and not really worrying about anything or wanting to die it’s been kinda boring but i actually feel! fine! and anyways idk i just like this feeling :))) don’t go away please or just improve

[sanlya]

when you watch a movie with your sister because you’re both in a bad mood and you’re like half an hour through and don’t like it but you don’t wanna say anything because you just spent an hour looking for a movie and so you sit through the 2 hour movie which continues to leave you as angry/annoyed as you were before the movie lol :)

[sanlya]

i can’t believe how good i feel even tho so many bad lucky things are happening to me but idgaf!!! i love me! FUCK everyone! i dont give a shit about anything!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) i hope things go as well as i feel but also it don’t matter

[sanlya]

listening to 2000s music makes me feel so good like shit from before i was a teenager and sad all the time it brings me back to a time where i didn’t know anything and i can barely remember my thoughts from that time but my worries were completely different

[sanlya]

i also want to talk to people more and more comfortably and just be nice or at least nice enough so that people feel good

[sanlya]

it’s like 5 days into the new year and my resolution was to not be sad for no reason and just like stop letting little things bother me. and like i’m still trying super hard to do this of course it’s not going to happen overnight but i think it’s working somewhat. i mean i get jealous of everybody and stuff so easily but like who care... idek why i’m even alive but i don’t think i should spend it feeling shitty even though i don’t really know how to spend it happy

[sanlya]

I’M SO PISSED @ MY PARENTS it’s 2016 make a new resolution, stop this backward ass fucking thinking. brown parents have no chill