Beautiful
So I feel like an idiot. I ruined a really nice time by being a prat. By worrying for no reason. I'm sorry for that. And I love you. And I know you love me. You probably wont see this, but I don't care, I still want to say this. I promise that I will stop worrying, because I know I don't need to. I promise that I will just enjoy it, and us, because I already do, I'm just being stupid. I promise you that I will try with everything I have. But I still want you to know that there will still be difficult times for me. You can read me like a book, written in some stupidly large size font, and I know that you know I will still find things hard, I will still have my lapses. But, I know that I don't need to worry about it. That I don't need to be scared. Because you care. You care about me. You make me happy, I enjoy spending time with you, and I don't think of anyone, or speak to anyone, more than you. This may come across as clingy or strong-handed, but I wanted to say it. You have said to me to be honest, and this is the easiest way for me. Like I said, you probably wont see it, but that is okay. I will do my best for you.
