A sad smile formed on her lips as she smoothed the wrinkles out of her duvet and carefully placed a sealed note on the bed. Tears welled in her eyes as she turned away from her bed, but she wiped them away before they could fall. She cast a glance into the mirror hanging over her desk, taking a good long look at her appearance before unclipping the thin golden bracelet encircling her wrist and laying it down on the desk. She peeled a sticky note from the pad and carefully write the words 'To Yeollie' on it and left it laying beside the bracelet.
She took a deep steadying breath and left her room, leaving the bedroom door open. The sound of her steps echoed through the halls of the school, sending shards of pain through her heart with each step. Her thoughts wavered as she drew closer and closer to the door leading up to the academy roof.
Tears fell freely now as she reached for the handle of the door and pulled. The gust of fresh air washed over here, silencing any doubts she had in her decision. She needed to do this to free herself from what was trapped inside of her.
With a quick glance behind her, she stepped up onto the ledge of the building. She tipped her head back, lifting her face to the sky and allowing a ghost of a smile to pass over her lips as she leaned forward, falling from the top of the academy building.
To All of Bansin,
I believe this is for the best. I know I took a coward's escape, as some of you may call it, but it's my decision. I've realized that even being here and being around all of you I still can't find my place. I know why now. It's because of Yeol. I trapped her inside of my body and I used her to escape all the abuse that had befallen me for nearly all of my life. Now it's time for me to release her. This is the only way I know how. I'm sorry. I honestly am. Just know that I love you all and I'm sorry for hurting you.
~Haebyeol
To Yeollie,
I'm sorry. I really am. I don't want to end things like this but I can't see a way for me to live happily knowing what I've done and what's been done to me. I hope you understand my reasoning. If you don't I understand why. It's hard for other people to figure out why another person felt that taking their own life is the only way for them. I couldn't tell you why either. I just need to end things. I love you Yeollie.
~Sinhae
To Dionysus,
Ah... What to say to you? Thank you for putting up with me. I'm not the easiest person to deal with, I know. You stuck with me though and I appreciate that. I'm sorry for leaving like this I really am. I love you as well.
~Haebyeol
To Youngjae (if he sees this),
I'm sorry. I know this is going to be hard and I apologize for putting you through this. I regret not being able to spend a little more time with you before this but I'm happy for what time we spent together.
~Your Sister
To Baro,
I know I just robbed you of ever knowing me but to be honest I wouldn't want you to know me as I am now. I'm not a normal person even by demigod standards. I wouldn't want for you to have to deal with what I put Youngjae through. I'm sorry. I'm sure I would have liked you.
~Your Sister
To Jay,
This is the second hardest letter to write, Yeollie's being first, because half the time I wasn't sure if you even liked me and the other half I didn't think I was worthy of being friends with you. You still mean a lot to me. I'm sorry to end things like this. I used to... I still do love you. As a friend and well... let's not approach that subject now. It's too late.
~Haebyeol
From the Mun,
I didn't lose my muse but I feel like It's time to end Haebyeol's story. I mean everything came out too quickly for me and I used up all the material I had for her. I'm still in Bansin though on another account nothing like this one. If you even want to talk just send me a message here or here. If you'd prefer you can add me on facebook. You can get to it here.
idk if youre gonna find this scary ((you probably will oh god)) but in english class we had this homework to write a essay of someone we admired and looked up to and why and well most people wrote about 1d, demi lovato and their idols and here i was like "theres this adorable community called krp--" and i wrote of all of you nice people. i wrote of how nice you are and how well we treat each other, how we can go from deep talking to completely being crazy. how we cry together, laugh together and are here for each other. we are a family? i included some names ((i called people by usernames)) like "and when i see them on my dash, aka in my feed, i smile like crazy" i cant remember all of the names i used but i know i had kimsunggyu-demigod there and dionysus-bansin, cl-demigod, haebyeol-demigod, cryochenetic, mimsuho, ghosthyun, eunjidemigod, choiminho-demigod, xoxosoo, eos-bansin, brokenxyoona, peitho-bansin, halcyonluhan, chanyeol-royal and kushyeol there and i just ; A ;
