#dis-posablemind

[dis-posablebody]

intro post

this blog is 18+, minors or ageless blogs begone

transphobes and terfs - fix your hearts or die. transandrophobia deniers do not interact.

with that out of the way, this blog is what it says on the tin. im andy, bi, ftm, 21, pathetic excuse of a man (not for trans reasons, i just dislike myself) , my pronouns are he/him

i am in a relationship so i do not seek any. but friends and pals? maybe.

this is a blog for me to explore some stuff ive been curious about and to potentially share some thoughts of mine

my posts will be tagged with #dis-posablemind

im usually sub-leaning, but this blog will be often used to explore my dom side. let me practice a bit.

my kinks include

humiliation, cnc, vomit, dumbification, piss, petplay, fauxest, mdlb (as a little boy)

im curious about

forcefem, hypno, misgen/detrans

my limits include

scat, feederism, blood, political play, bioessentialism in kinks, also asking me to reveal my irl info or send photos is a hard no

there are some misgen kink stuff on my blog, be warned if thats something that upsets you

drop something fun into my askbox if you feel like it

[dis-posablebody]

measuring my pulse while edging so that i can watch my heartrate go up until i stop and then i get to see the numbers as it slows down

for some reason seeing the numbers as i feel my heart pounding and trying to get back into a steady pace feels exciting..

[dis-posablebody]

i should find a way to lock my tdick in chastity because my impulse control is shit. but most of chastity belts for my anatomy seem dysphoria inducing to me, and i only want my dick locked up so i stop getting as distracted, i dont care to lock up any of my holes.

i simply do not feel normal having an urge to masturbate any time i am alone.

any recommendations? yes i did consider getting a piercing so that i cant touch myself while it is healing, but i dont think im ready yet

[dis-posablebody]

woke up thinking about getting pissed on, specifically on my glasses.

i mean, i wear them all the time, why take them off for something like this.

im suuuure piss wouldnt get in my eyes though, maybe i should be proven wrong about it

sighhhh

[dis-posablebody]

i think my issue with me having a misgen/detrans kink is that many scenarios that i read on here usually require an outside force, like a straight man or a lesbian forcing a fakeboy back into her place

but i dont really like imagining other people doing something to me, so my thoughts of feminization are always in a vacuum.

maybe i should hide this kink from other people forever and secretly be my own misgen/forcefem dom, telling my reflection in the mirror that she will never look like a man. or maybe i should let faceless hypno audios guide me to being my better version🌀🌀