Several years ago I was targeted by a coordinated harassment campaign that escalated into stalking, being posted on kiwifarms, doxxing attempts, and real-life danger while I was homeless after multiple sexual assaults.
The people responsible include Jess (@cinnamonbreaker) and Nico (@discodisorder, portocor on bsky).
Jess is a child predator, abuser, and stalker who has continued monitoring and harassing me since we broke up in 2018. Nico organized the original harassment campaign against me and knowingly participated in a group chat with multiple people who had abused me including my rapist.
I've written a full documentation with timelines, screenshots, and evidence here.
Jess D. Ennis "Cinnamonbreaker" A Record of Harm: Patterns of Abuse, Stalking, and Harassment This document provides a record of repeated
You can read more below for context.
Several years ago, I was the target of a harassment campaign that began on Tumblr and eventually spread across the internet and into my real offline life.
It initially started over kin drama, but it escalated because multiple abusers and former friends of mine seized the opportunity to harm me while I was extremely vulnerable. At the time I was actively homeless, recovering from multiple sexual assaults, and socially isolated.
Being online was not just a hobby for me then, it was a lifeline. I depended on the goodwill of internet communities to find food, shelter, and basic support. Because of that, "just logging off" was never a real option for me. Even when I did step away from the internet, people involved in the harassment campaign were actively attempting to doxx me and distribute my real-life location, meaning the threat did not disappear offline.
Over time most of the people involved eventually moved on or lost interest.
Jess did not.
Jess (@cinnamonbreaker) has continued monitoring and harassing me since we broke up in February 2018. Over the years he has built a close friendship and creative collaboration with Nico (@discodisorder), the person who originally launched the harassment campaign against me.
Nico's campaign was framed as "protecting people" from me over fandom drama and kin discourse. I was publicly accused of being dangerous and predatory based on disagreements about fictional media.
At the same time, Nico participated in a Discord group chat dedicated to monitoring and harassing me. That chat, called "The Slacking Stalkers", included several people who had directly abused me, including a former roommate and my ex Gabriel, who raped me.
I told Nico several times that people in that group chat had abused me and that several were sexual predators. The response I received was that I was confusing "inconvenience" with abuse.
The harassment continued.
Years later, Nico was presented with evidence that Jess had maintained a relationship with a minor for years. When confronted privately, Jess confirmed this. Nico then cut contact with him.
However, there has been no public acknowledgement of this despite Nico having spent multiple years publicly portraying me as a predator and using those claims to justify harassment against me.
That contradiction is part of why I am speaking about this now.
If protecting victims had actually been the priority, there would have never been a group chat containing a rapist and a child predator. There would never have been discussions about posting me on Kiwifarms.
But there were. And I was posted there.
Nico has since remade its online presence, and the blogs that originally hosted the harassment campaign and callout posts against me have been password-protected or removed.
I am sharing this documentation now for transparency and accountability.
Jess (cinnamonbreaker) is a child predator, abuser, and stalker who has continued harassing me for years.
Nico (tumblr discodisorder, bsky protocor) organized and participated in a harassment campaign targeting me and has a pattern of directing similar harassment toward other vulnerable people over disagreements about fiction and fandom.
The full documentation, including timelines and evidence, can be found here:
Jess D. Ennis "Cinnamonbreaker" A Record of Harm: Patterns of Abuse, Stalking, and Harassment This document provides a record of repeated
I am not the only person who has been harmed by these individuals.
Hey. I haven't used this account in a long time. I remade it about ten months ago in an attempt to start over and get away from harassment that has followed me for years. It didn't stop.
This has been ongoing for roughly eight years. In earlier years I tried to address it publicly by focusing on disproving claims made about me, but that became an endless and exhausting cycle because it is fundamentally difficult to prove a negative. Over time, the harassment escalated and I eventually stopped speaking about it publicly out of fear and fatigue.
That fear has changed. I've reached a point where the silence is doing more harm than speaking, and I no longer feel obligated to remain quiet about something that has persisted for this long. I'm no longer interested in running from it or managing it privately.
Both Jess (@cinnamonbreaker) and Nico (@discodisorder) have attempted to rebrand or move on publicly, but I have not been afforded the same conditions. I continue to receive messages I can reasonably trace back to Jess regardless of which account I use, and Nico has repeatedly located new accounts over time as well.
This post is part of choosing not to disappear in response to that pattern anymore. I will be speaking about it openly and linking the full documentation for context.
hey if you like discodisorder's art please know that this person went out of their way to personally befriend and contact multiple abusers of mine including my father who I have been no-contact with since leaving home. they posted me on kiwifarms and accused me of just about every sort of bigotry and wrongdoing under the sun, constantly tried to suicide bait me, and spread lies about my fundraiser while I was actively homeless and reliant on it for survival!
they did all of this because I kinned* griffith from berserk, and they were a casca kinnie who did not like that I told a 17-year-old it was okay to kin griffith. somehow this justified literal years of harassment. I am not their only victim. They tried to make me their personal lolcow and justified it with kin drama and shipping discourse. I reported them countless times.
I tried to play it off as not taking it seriously and pulled ridiculous stunts to try and make it stop such as claiming I factkinned them and was actually the REAL nico (they went by majid at the time) and then they began to accuse me of stalking them because I began to check their public blog regularly to see what new accusation they would launch at me... As they were also religiously scrolling my blog to nitpick new things to add to my callout.
This was fucking traumatizing, I do not forgive them, and the fact that they are once again on this website (and apparently somehow know my blog!) is fucking wild to me. you don't actually get to wipe the slate clean and pretend you were never a piece of shit trying to suicide bait people over fucking kin drama and shipping discourse. You will never not be the person harassing a traumatized developmentally delayed young person into near-suicide. You will never not be the person who chose to fuck with the real, material, tangible life of a stranger on the internet. One day it will catch up to you and it will eat you up and I will laugh and laugh and laugh.
I don't hold any kindness towards them at all and given the fact that they're still good friends with a man who threatened to rape me pregnant, I don't think they've learned shit. And they certainly do not give a fuck about survivors.
*as it would turn out, that's an introject because I have been diagnosed with DID, something that Nico tried to fakeclaim and would speculate about my "real" diagnoses with my abusers. Guess what asshole, you just made our polyfragmentation even more complex. you made us more diagnoseable. good job you stupid cunt.
@discodisorder If this were about attention, it would’ve been dropped years ago. It’s about you avoiding accountability for something you participated in for years.
After all of this, Nico finally "apologized," and I'm not accepting it.
Because what they are apologizing for isn't what happened. They keep reducing it to "I was toxic" or "I was angry," like this was just them being kinda mean online. It wasn't. You spent years publicly framing me as a predator, calling me a pedophile, building a narrative around me being dangerous and bigoted, and encouraging other people to treat me that way.
At the same time you were actively aligning yourself with people I told you had abused me, including someone who did in fact groom and harm a minor. That contradiction is the entire point, and it's the part you keep trying to sidestep. You don't get to turn that into "I didn't have context" or "they came to me as victims." You were told what was happening and chose who you believed. That was a decision you made.
And you definitely do not get to apologize while still repeating the same claims that I was stalking or lying, when that was always just me reacting to being targeted constantly on a public platform. That framing is still DARVO, just with softer language.
If you actually understood the harm you had done, you would not still be rewriting it like this. I'm not interested in going back and forth about it, but I'm also not going to let you reduce what you did into something smaller and easier for you to carry now that it reflects badly on you.
It is very important to me that you publicly acknowledged that the accusations you made about me were untrue, and that you owned the way you treated me. That is something I was not given for a long time, and never expected to hear. I am genuinely glad to see it said this clearly.
There's one thing I do feel the need to clarify, though, because it does change the context in an important way. I did speak openly, repeatedly, about being abused at the time, including naming the people being involved. That includes Gabriel, who I have identified publicly many times, including recently. That wasn't hidden or unavailable information, it was dismissed. I was told that I was lying, that I was intentionally misrepresenting things, and that I was mistaking inconvenience for abuse.
So this isn't a situation where you did not know who had hurt me. It was a situation where I said it, and it was not believed. That distinction is important to me because dismissing that information did not stay neutral. It created space for the people who harmed me to continue and escalate what they were doing, while I was being framed as the one in the wrong.
That's the part of this that still needs to be understood. Beyond that, I don't have anything else to add. I'm glad the truth about those accusations has been stated publicly.
