Imagine That
Imagine giving yourself a mission to drive someone to be mentally ill when you yourself lack the spiritual intelligence to fully understand the effects of your actions. Imagine trying to act like some manifestation of someone's thoughts with something that wasn't fully discussed with you to drive them crazy. Imagine trying to "menase" like a real demonic entity when you know NOTHING about that. Imagine lacking in several ways because you wanted to be that person. That kind of horrible person. It was clear you lack intelligence altogether. You felt inadequate in some way, so you decided to try to destroy another mentally. That's a shame. Understand what's in store for a person like that.
Imagine thinking you can drive someone crazy because you feel as though they are less than compared to you.
"Comparison is a thief of joy."
When you, a terrible person like this, who, in fact, lack joy in your heart, clearly need whoever it is you have given yourself the mission to destroy mentally and socially.
Understand, the craziest part about alignment is, you, yourself, have to be aligned cosmically too..
As someone, who already suffers mentally, you, that terrible person.., what the hell made you think that kind of mission was the right way to go when no one asked for that? Your thinking the entire time was showing. Every little thing you spent your alone time thinking about was clear. As positive you may have thought you have been to yourself, it actually gave manic. A person off their rocker somewhere.
The person you tried to drive crazy literally asked you, the source of an issue, a question. You could've had an honest conversation. You are honest right? The conversation could have gone on a bit further. You're a master communicator, and yet, when it came time to do what you do best, you fell short, yet again. You apparently do not meow, you apparently aren't vain, so, what was the issue?
You then took it upon yourself to ruin something that is pretty much sacred and many elders turned over in their graves and had God among them present in the room that day. It screams... evergreen.
Those who were not your equals suddenly became... your equals. Demons. Ugly little demons. Contaminants. It wouldn't make sense to hold a grudge against children. They are children. They are also not even ugly. And yet.. what they acted like told their futures individually. I'm looking.
"To each, his own."
Even slave master behavior. You thought you could have a slave wound up huh? You thought you could create some conflict huh? You thought the slave you tried to wind up was to react in a way you would like to an issue you've caused huh? All that needed to be a done was a proper transition. Criminal behavior like your past. BSU my ass. Slave catcher/master. What was the bounty for that mission you created for yourself damning everyone?
Have a real therapy session after reading that. I'm not insinuating anything. I'm reflecting. It's a big day tomorrow. I wasn't some contagion. I wasn't the contaminant. I'm no silent worshipper (of the person you tried to destroy). I don't make it my mission to do the complete opposite of everything I have worked for to see the kind of person someone is. Life is very humbling. You must remember that. We all have paths of our own to follow. May you succeed somewhere.
I'm also no angel. Look at what the lord did? It's nice to be forgiven and given a promotion. The promotion was the original plan anyway apparently. I'm grateful.
