#monologue

[bardboostuff]

I wish I was fluent, or proficient enough to engage with simple topic of more languages. English unlocks like 90% of the world, but the small 1% that you stumble upon that shine the brightest is unfortunately not part of the 90%.

I wish I just had more time man, to learn and discover all that is awesome in the world. I am learning mandarin for sure, but one or two year will have gone by and my obsession would have changed. My efforts would have been rewarded, but I will forever miss out the opportunity to engage with the cool stuff in this current moment.

And I am incredibly sad with this realization. I wish I just had more time. Time sadly won’t wait for me.

[heavenwords]

can i go back to 10 minutes ago when i still had my bagel so i can eat it again…..

[a-autumns]

oh look, it's raining

(i used to be scared when it rained at night and each boom of thunder would send adrenaline through me and i used to wish wish wish for the rain to stop for a moment so i could sleep and not have to be scared and then i found you

and now im not scared

well

except when i wonder if you're real or if i've gone insane

but maybe that's life, insanity for the sake of sanity

you keep me sane, you know)

dont you just love the rain?

(i do, i always do

i met you in a thunderstorm)

[blxxxp]

"God, you two are so cute together, it's such a privilege to join you for this."

"I am curious, is this more vanilla than usual for you two?"

"Really? This is about normal? That's a surprise."

"Here, could we try something? I feel like it might teach you some things about eachother."

"Alright, just tell me if you want me to stop."

"Now, I'm just going to take your arms and hold them here by your wrists, just lie back and don't cover yourself up."

"And now you can just do whatever you want to her, she'll tell you if she wants you to stop, so unless she does just keep going. Try to let loose."

"Ooh, I think I was onto something."

"Don't worry, you don't need to do anything more than react to how she's touching you, you're doing perfect."

"Can you hear how she's feeling? You're doing a great job."

"Since we started undressing, actually earlier than that, it seemed like you were looking at eachother like you knew where you each belonged. Like you knew who was meant to take charge and who was meant to submit."

"It feels good doesn't it? Knowing where exactly you stand."

[sxyx]

[godwaltz]

i have a character who has a fixation (?) on The Lorax (Book and 1972 film) and obviously i had to do my due diligence and read over and watch it a few times—so upon rewatching clips from the 2012 movie im really. im really bewildered by the differences in the Once-ler. How did they ? that ? What?

[ly2themoon2saturn]

i might b the only person being kept up tonight because of the resemblance in the exterior of harold potter and ronald weasley’s wands. it reflects their relationship so much. the fact that they r close as brothers but also the fact that they r always compared and that harry is always a little bit better.

[godwaltz]

i look away for one second and there's an impostor among us of me on instagram asking people for money #ok