#disneysxfinest

[littlexfairy]

Text || Petah

Tink: petaaaaaah

Tink: look who has her cell phone, fuck you nurses

Tink: send me nudes to make me happy

[fourxnips]

my attempt at romance.

[littlexfairy]

Terence,

I'm sorry for leaving like this, for not saying bye to you in person, but I really need to go back to where I was before I got here. I feel guilty for lying to Peter and being stuck in a hotel room all day isn't much fun. But thank you for letting me stay here for a bit, I really wish I could stay longer, if I didn't feel so bad I would. And I promise once I'm finished doing what I have to do we can hang out sometime, okay? Oh, and make sure not to tell anyone that I was here with you, I don't want Peter finding out, or Peri. I have to go now, but I'll call you when I can. Bye.

- Tinkerbell

P.S. Don't end up running off on me again, I like having one of my best friends around. 

[fourxnips]

IS MY GIRLFRIEND BACK?

[fourxnips]

i just got really bored :c 

[lxnelymiserable-blog]

prettydisneyx said: omfg.

h8 on it

disneysxfinest said: omg

did u plan this 

[littlexfairy]

i feel like peter and tink have that really strong relationship where they just go to the bathroom in front of each other lmao

[littlexfairy]

Dear Peter,

     I decided to write a letter instead of leaving a voice mail because the message would be way too long, and if I called you I'd probably leave things out that I wanna tell you, so you're gonna have to deal with reading a letter. 

I can't even begin to tell you how much I miss you, Brendon, and Leia, I knew was going to miss you guys so much, but I didn't think I'd miss you all so much that would actually hurt. I feel like a piece of me is missing, like I'm empty inside, I hate being away from you for so long. I even started crying the other night. I miss seeing your face in the morning and hearing your voice, I'm starting to miss Brendon and Leia crying early in the morning. I'm homesick and I hate everything about this place, I need you to come and visit me soon, or maybe be a nice boyfriend and get me out of here, that'd be great too. How is Brendon and Leia without me anyway, do they even miss me or notice that I'm gone?

My roommate is fucking insane, this place is only for people with eating disorders, but I think the nurses didn't realize how crazy my roommate is. She has voodoo dolls of people that are in here, I'm just waiting until she makes one of me. I don't even know if they actually work or not, but you never know, people don't believe in fairies and I'm a goddamn fairy. She also has tons of books filled with spells, the other night she wanted us to do some ritual and cast some spells. I don't know what she's trying to do, but if I end up dying because of unknown causes, you know why. 

The guys here always hit on me, I'll be walking around the building and they'll literally pop our of nowhere and start flirting with me. But you don't need to worry too much about that, you and I both know that if they try anything with me I can beat their sorry, scrawny butts. Some guy used a Harry Potter pickup line to me and it reminded me of you and I wished more than anything that you were there with me instead of that guy. 

My wings really really hurt, I've been hiding them for a little over weeks, all I wanna do I wanna do is let them out, but there's always people around. Even if I just wanna walk around the garden they have here one of the nurses need to come with me so they know I'm not doing anything I shouldn't be doing. The only time I can really let them out is when I shower, but I can't really do that because then they'd be soaking wet and it'd be even more uncomfortable hiding them. I miss you touching my wings, and when I say touching I mean gently stroking your fingers on them, not grabbing them whenever you wanna catch me and drench someone with my pixie dust. Speaking of pixie dust I have to be careful whenever I'm walking around cause sometimes I'll just leave a trail of pixie dust behind me and not even realize it. And you know how I have that light that surrounds me all the time, yeah, that's not exactly the most normal thing for humans, I always have to tell them that it's just my blonde hair or something stupid like that. 

I hate not being able to talk to you face to face, it's torture, I feel like it's some kind of punishment for doing everything I did to get myself into this place. You're not purposely not visiting me or anything to punish me, you wouldn't do that, right? I've seen so many people here have their families come and see them, but I don't really have family, besides Periwinkle, but I don't think she'd wanna see me like this, and the Lost Boys, but they don't know I'm here, you haven't told them right, have any of them asked about me yet? I think I'd feel a lot better after you visit me. And you better bring Brendon and Leia because I miss my little babies so much. 

I hate this place. They always force me to eat, but my body is so used to throwing things up it's hard for me to keep anything down, I'll just throw up without making myself do it, and sometimes I'll get really bad, painful stomach aches since I'm not used to eating. And they always have doctors checking on me and monitoring my heart to make sure it doesn't give out again. But I'm honestly so scared that it's gonna stop again and I'll die and I won't come back. I don't know if it'll happen though, I can tell when I'm dying, and right now I'm not, but what if it's just a sudden thing, I can't believe I did this myself. And the worst thing about this place is that there's kids here, fucking kids, I can't help but think of Brendon and Leia whenever I see them, I don't want them end up like that when they're older. It's the saddest thing to see.

I was talking to some ten year old girl the other day and she was telling me how she wanted to be skinny like the girls she sees on TV and wants to be as pretty as those princess movies she watches and I just lost it. The girl isn't even fat and she thinks she is, a ten year old shouldn't be thinking like that and she shouldn't be stuck here, she should be having fun with her friends and playing outside. When we're not in therapy sessions or when I'm not being forced to eat she'll follow me around everywhere and I'll play with her, basically my only friend here is a ten year old girl. But it sure a hell beats staying in my room with my crazy ass roommate. The little girl's name is Emily, and guess what, she loves Peter Pan, she said her mom used to read her the story all the time, so I ended up telling her stories about you so she doesn't have to hear the same one over and over again. I really hope this doesn't boost your ego by the way, it's already big as it is. She also said she believes in fairies and I just wanna tell her who I really am, but I don't want her to go running around and telling everyone. 

When I'm bored and Emily is busy doing stuff I usually just go sit in this one big garden they have here, it kinda reminds me of the Kensington Gardens. I'll just sit there and sometimes I'll see a fairy or two in there and I'll just talk to them, I think the nurses think I'm talking to myself or something, but they don't really do anything about it. 

Can we do something or go somewhere when I come back home so I have something to think about while I'm here that'll keep me happy and not so miserable? We could go fly somewhere with the twins like how you wanted to travel, we could go to Paris for a while or even go to England for a while again and we could take them to the Kensington Garden, babies love that place. Or if you don't wanna go anywhere we could just stay in Neverland and mess around with the pirates or something. I just wanna do something fun once I get back and I wanna do it with you. 

For all I know you could not even be missing me at all or thinking about me. Maybe you're even happier without me around and not as stressed out or worried about me now that I'm here. I really hope that's not true though, I just miss you so much and I worry about you and the twins all the time. I'm scared that if I'm here for a while Brendon and Leia won't even remember me, I'm scared that after us being separated for so long you'll realize you don't need or want me in your life and just forget about me, I know how sometimes you can be so forgetful and I know how Neverland does that to people, makes them forget about things. I mean the Lost Boys don't even remember their mothers, are they gonna remember a little fairy when I get back? I just wanna come back home. I love you so much and tell Brendon and Leia I love them too. xx

Love,

     Tinkerbell