#diva sad

[thedivaderp]

Prayer of wisdom

Grant me knowledge and patience to know how to make a decision when both options can radically change your whole life and those around you. Grant me wisdom to realize if a decision is ignorant and selfish or logical and thought out.

[thedivaderp]

Hopeful.

At a point right now where it feels like all my feelings I thought were sorted, everything I thought and had planned is suddenly in the air and lost. Hopefully I'll find some guidance soon after this past 2 weeks. But I know this is something I have to face on my own. It'll be ok

[thedivaderp]

Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage against the dying of the light.

Searching for some light to hold onto right now.

[thedivaderp]

Things I wish

Paint supplies were cheaper

I felt more confident in what is happening in the future

I filtered myself more

I was more intelligent and respectable

I was able to communicate how much I care about the people closest o me

[thedivaderp]

I am in expert in constantly talking and being that clingy and talkative friend. The moment I walk away from a conversation with a friend, I regret everything I did that was oversharing and irritating. Thank goodness they put up with me.