New moon in scorpio spread
11/15/2020
the three of pentacles was pulled for the what rebirth would you like to seed question. Ive been pulling this card a lot lately, in short it means studying your craft, learning, practiing, working hard…she is really focused on keeping that bag/or book? ontop of her head, but she still has work to do because theres still three coins falling out of it. I think this card is saying to me that I need to get my work ethic back and really start focusing.
next is the best way to reconnect with my passions and i pulled the sun! lovely! the joy of something new, and the freedom to be creativeso the best way to reconnect with my passions is to be create new things!
ways that I sabbotage myself- the hermit. now this one is like my decks already got me all figured out. I definilty sometimes spend too much time secluding myself instead of taking action in times where I could be. and its one of those things where i feel it in my gut, and it fits with the theme of the new moon in scorpio which is shadow work
how can you be your own best cheerleader? the ace of wands! so when i saw this i naturally looped the ace to the sun card and igniting my creativity, i also link it back to the hermit because my low vibrational self (being the hermit in this case), is completly introverted and not wanting to take action. Im going to consider the ‘cheerleader’ (ace of wands), my higher vibration self that is cheering me on to take action and pursue my actions! saying ‘you can do it maria! you have the sun energy with you and on your side!’
the last card kind of stumped me for a while, “what will the outcome of this new moon be?” i pulled the devil.
i immediatly thought oh god im going to be bad situation as the result of what im doing now!…what am i even doing now?!
but i took a deep breath..
and reminded myself none of the cards are good or bad, they simply tell us what is already there.
I pulled an extra card for the devil, just to nudge me in the direction I should be looking, because the devil could mean so many things...
(plus i dropped this card by accident so it may be reversed- and if it was- it would indicate to me maybe the breaking of an old negative habit or trait, which would make sense)- i pulled the 6 of pentacles- giving as much as you are receiving- interesting - so i took a shower to think about it…
....okay I’m back
so i think my conclusion about this card is that i do have this habit of spending money, for other people (any myself) and justifying it as like a nice thing, or because its the right thing to do, or because money is just a material thing. but that has many times been my downfall, I would spend and spend just because i felt it was justified, but it has trapped me more than a handful of times. and its a lesson i for some reason still havent learned. i think thats what the devil card is telling me the outcome will be if i continue with this mindset.
I also take note that this spread is majority major arcana cards, indicating that i will be going through some heavy transformations. I think the sun is my spiritual journey and the business with ashley, as well as the discovery that were moving! and not feeling so trapped anymore.
but we cant do that without saving money-which i have a bad habit of spending…and to save money i have to make money- which i cant do sitting around (hermit). and if i sit there and ignore my higher self (ace of wands) im gonna end up with a total devil situation. damn that spread just tricked me into doing major shadow work
Thank you for reading! love and light <3