#dizzy speak

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75 - green apple

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i think i’m going to go do sit-ups and jumping jacks until i pass out or puke

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been trying not counting, to see if it makes me less anxious, but it does not. all that really came of it is i’m puking more.

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for reference

ht || 5ft 3.5in cw || 126 bmi || 22.0 cgw || 113 gbmi || 19.7

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i core the apple. i weigh the cored apple. i cut the apple in half, and weigh each half. i peel some more out of the center. i weigh the halves again. i add that weight together, i look up the calories. i cut the first half in half. that half i eat in one big piece, bites out of it at my leisure. i take three swigs of diet coke. the second half i cut into six smaller pieces, eat them one at a time. three swigs. a cigarette. i cut the second half in half. the first half of the second half, i slice into thin pieces. i eat these one at a time. three swigs of diet coke. the second half of the second half is sliced thinly as well. those slices are cut into smaller pieces. i sip diet coke between tiny minced apple. sixty-four.

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three point eight ounces gala apple, raw with skin || sixty-four one portabella cap || twenty-five one eighth cup of italian shredded cheese blend || thirty six green olives || thirty

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trying to decide which store to walk to, tho the obvious answer is the one farther away, right?

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six celery || thirty-six one portabella cap || twenty-five one tablespoon soy sauce || ten one tablespoon worchestershire || fifteen one mango cup || forty three-fourths cup of brown rice || one hundred and twelve one tablespoon soy sauce || ten