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Chapter 4 of DJ Rav3n is up!

The Wolf and the Raven meet 🩷🖤

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64915774/chapters/168695479

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

no fic for ages and this how you do me brain? 

Rating: Mature Pairing: Joseph Chistiansen / Robert Small Tags: Depression, semi-public sex, asphyxiation, self-destructive behavior, fade-to-black sadism, all the implied alcohol abuse and cheating inherent in the pairing, phyg!raq sevraqyl punenpgrevmngvba Wbfrcu# Summary: Robert is depressed and gets fucked by his pain. The pain is sometimes a metaphor. (The metaphor is sometimes Joseph.)

Joseph laughs that sexy laugh and Robert can’t tell if it’s making him nauseous or turning him on. It feels good. It feels so good. And it hurts. It hurts it hurts it hurts.

Oh god, Robert thinks, closing his eyes. Oh god. What a relief.

Read on AO3.

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do you still write about Erwin and Levi? I see a new fanfiction from two months ago and I'm so happy!

MAYBE ANON. that was a bday fic for a friend and came pretty easy to the fingertips. I still think about those murder husbands and write internal fanfic inside my brain of them on a weekly basis, but I’m also entirely out of fandom and eruri political drama so it’s like. who knows.

send some prompts in the inbox and we’ll see what happens

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altmal, porn stars, GO.

The real downside to having video cameras around the apartment is that occasionally Altair is not naked, having sex, or, in fact, in front of the camera at all.

“At dawn, the boyfriend once again emerges from his lair, mane tousled, to being scavenging for food,” Altair intones solemnly, angling the lens around the newspaper for a close-up

“Stop that,” Malik says around the cereal spoon in his mouth.

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SHAN/ARAS. earth 90s au. no space but there's just aliens on earth.

“When did the humans invent jewelry to sense pheromones?” Aras says, watching with interest as the rings change color.

“No, they’re only—” Shan leans her against him as she glances at his claws, her own ring the same dark violet. “Eh,” she says and presses against him more, “six or one half dozen of the other, I guess.”

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steve/bucky tf2 au

Bucky holds up his mechanical arm as though weighing a proposal for Steve.

“Gunslinger,” he says, then raises his eyebrows along with the flesh-and-bone arm gripping his sniper rifle, “…gun.”

“Oh, well, when you put it that way,” says Steve, still shaking his head. 

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2013 fic meme / round up

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ASSASSIN'S CREED

quad shots cafe (Templar OT4)

school of business fraud (Johnson/Hickey) 

as of yet not publicly posted Johnson/Hickey petplay um

Interview (Altair/Malik) 

Revolutions (Altair/Malik) 

SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN 

Indecision (Erwin)

Opposite of a Secret (Bertholt/Reiner) 

Way More Than 10 Things Jean Hates About Eren (Eren/Jean) 

A Mess to Clean (Erwin/Levi) 

Speechless (Jean, Armin) 

At the Bottom Looking Up (Erwin,Levi) 

If At First (Erwin/Levi) 

can't go home again (Jean) 

the importance of curtains (Erwin/Levi)

Armistice (Eren/Jean) 

Give and Take (Erwin/Levi)  

happy birthday mr smith (Erwin/Levi) 

One vs. (Levi/Male OCs; Erwin/Levi) 

Flush (Erwin/Levi) 

TEAM FORTRESS 2

Stupid Cupid (R!Sniper, B!Sniper, Spies) RED Sniper receives an experimental cupid-themed sniper set.

TSURITAMA 

Practice (Natsuki/Yuki) Learning how to kiss.

THE YOUNG MAIDEN IN LOVE IS A CARNIVORE

Tooth, Claw, Kiss (Spino-ko/Tyra-mi) Schoolgirl dinosaur romance

MISC.

3 Sentence Fics (Various, Assassin's Creed, Gentleman Bastards, Greek Mythology, Mass Effect, Pokemon)

Total number of completed stories: 22, not counting drabbles and such

Total word count: ~41,000ish, definitely counting drabbles and such

Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you’d predicted?

More than I thought I would in January, less than I was hoping by December? Shingeki No Kyojin was a shot in the arm but there’s so much I dropped or didn’t get around to finishing.

What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January?

Ha, well, I didn’t start SnK until May, but Erwin/Levi was a bit of a surprise.  I pegged Eren/Jean as my jam, and it is. But Erwin/Levi is also awful and doomed and nailed me right after finishing Mass Effect when I still had so many doomed commander feels and nowhere to run but into the arms of power couple old men loser darlings. And Erejean gives me dyslexia or something, it's vexing.  

And I never, ever, ever would have predicted The Young Maiden in Love Is a Carnivore. Ever.

What’s your own favorite story of the year? Not the most popular, but the one that makes you happiest?

Revolutions/Speechless (+ Indecision and you can’t go home again, a little) are all in the gang of fics where I tried to condense big ideas into small wordcounts and still pack an emotional punch. I think they did well? Really happy I can go back and get teary reading some of them. I GUESS THAT’S WEIRD BUT I MAKES ME HAPPY. And as basically a goodbye/thank you fic to Asscreed fandom, Revolutions was particularly special.

Did you take any writing risks this year? What did you learn from them?

Porn was on the up this year! Some of that was thanks to giving myself permission to write as horribly or unsexily as needed as long as the fic got written. Basically saying FUCK IT, covering my eyes, and stepping off the plank. Give and Take was the first of those. The rest of the porn was trying to just...write the parts that were character-driven and interesting to me and that I wanted to write instead of worrying so much about filling an expected choreographical formula. Digging on the kink and the ust and the negotiation and forgetting orgasms if that just didn't happen. Character before orgasms. Sex scenes are still a pain but at least it feels more like a work in progress rather than an impassable wall.

Do you have any fanfic or profic goals for the New Year?

I want to finish more fic! Or at least learn to let go of the ones I’m not going to finish; my WIP list is getting out of hand, haha. I think some of the best fics this year were the ones I stressed about least, so I’ll try enjoying it more too—care less about meeting a certain perceived standard, focus on not nervously over-writing as a consequence. This may result in me needing to apologize to all of you later, but let’s hope not!

My best story of this year:  

I’m quietly proud of A Mess to Clean, for being tight its use of sex for meaningful interaction between characters, with all their priorities and their strain/trust with each other being worked out through action rather than words. Depending on how you interpret it, it may also have unreliable narrator/POV which is right about my favorite narrative trope ever. It just takes a lot of the things I’ve been working on this year and gets them all mostly right.

My most popular story: 

Way More Than 10 Things Jean Hates About Eren. Dorks, oops orgasms, excellent fanart from mer, and a snazzy title. What’s not to like?

Story of mine most under-appreciated by the universe, in my opinion: 

The Yuletide entries (Tying the Knot & Tooth, Claw, Kiss), but honestly they got to the parts of the universe they were intended for  <3 Also the 3-sentence stories I included because a couple where entire mini worlds all to themselves but…they’re also only 3-sentences. I really liked the Pokemon one. That’s as much an uphill battle against the universe as it gets.

Most fun story to write:  Practice because cute smooching boys and fishing metaphors.  And If At First because badsex. Which was also a fun odd way of learning about writing explicit content, with all the same elements but none of the hassle about whether it was titillating or not.

Most Sexy Story: Give and Take. Erwin being classy as fuck on his knees and Levi letting him be that way, as I think tanya put it. I heard y’all like the needy bootlicking. I tend to agree.

Story with the single sexiest moment:

A hand toys with the upset strands on the back of his head. Levi says in his ear, “Were you making yourself dirty for me, Erwin?” and Erwin considers admitting it. Levi adds in a low promising voice, “You did kind of a shit job.”

Erwin frowns. “Did I?”

In answer, Levi casually knocks Erwin’s legs out from under him and pitches him back onto the office cot. The hand stays behind Erwin’s head to save it from knocking against the frame, but then Levi leans back, one knee bent and straddling Erwin’s waist. “I know,” says Levi, straightening Erwin’s collar, “a thing or two,” unbuttoning and wrenching the shirt open, “about messes.”

Most “holy crap, that’s wrong, even for you” story: 

One vs. maybe? I don’t know about wrong, but it’s the only one I can think of that everyone didn’t see coming a mile away. (Heh.)

Story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters: 

A Mess to Clean I guess? It was the systematic see-if-the-ship-floats fic, this back in the spring when eruris were few on the ground. And still my only serious canon-verse fic for them that deals with their issues.

Hardest story to write:  Armistice. Erejean is hard now and I don’t know why! Honorary mention to four unfinished kinkmeme WIPs.

Most disappointing: happy birthday mr smith. Let’s just say how embarrassingly hot I found the premise and how unconvincing the final product felt in contrast.

Easiest story to write: 

After excellent brainstorming, quad shots café practically wrote itself. Way More Than 10 Things Jean Hates About Eren took maybe twenty minutes, just for hoots, and it’s a level of fun and ease I’m sad to not have reached again with that pairing because I really do enjoy it. Someday the gates of erejean heaven will open to me again…

Biggest surprise: Tooth, Claw, Kiss. Dinosaur schoolgirl romance.

Most unintentionally telling story: Speechless.

Story I’d like to revise: A few of the 3-sentence fics need about two thousand more words apiece to their names.

Story I didn’t write but will at some point, I swear: 

Oh, my god. Well, there’s a cat burglar eruri, a seiyuu AU eruri, and another erejean prompt on the SnK kinkmeme that are unfinished, and a Salvara/Locke threesome on the Gentleman Bastard kinkmeme as well. And then the WIP backlog. Katekyo Hitman Reborn time travel erejean AU and fake!married heist Eruri au have been at the top of the list the longest, and then a slew of other eruri aus that I don't swear on but they're always just.... there. hovering. biding their time.

eruri harry potter crossover with consensual recreational love potion experimentation the prohibition-speakeasy mobsters one sparring awkward pda awkward sexting good sex round two for If At First domestic married domestic swingers also married sparring detective noir phantom handjobs lawyer!erwin-paramedic!levi in space time travel coffeeshop domestickink with erwin tied to the kitchen table while levi makes cookies where erwin finally gives an order levi won’t follow one of them makes a decision that ends in the other’s death

sobs. 

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fic post #6

(I want to do that 2013 fic meme but here are some old fics from last year I never got around to being held accountable for hahaha)

Assassin’s Creed

quad shots cafe | G, AC3 Templars run a coffee shop, Connor is a health inspector, and Charles is possibly the muffin man. 

school of business fraud | T, Johnson/Hickey, University teacher/student. They're perfectly awful for each other. 

Attack on Titan / Shingeki no Kyojin

Flush | T, Erwin/Levi, Strip poker; Levi cheats and Erwin loves it.