Considering how Pattadol is basically a nineteen year old at her first job, I’m imagining her like me at my first job… being told you’re responsible blows your damn mind (because you’re a noble elf who’s never had to prove that before/because you’ve had untreated depression and ADHD your whole life and aren’t used to being able to be responsible) and you’re so flattered by it you let them put WAY more on your shoulders than they should












