#dmsh

[ssaalexblake]

it really is wild that they both just died in dirt together, side by side, but not together.

spydoc as the awful, horrifying, and tragic culmination of twissy kicks me in the gut every time.

[ssaalexblake]

sorry i'm crashing out over spydoc again but i can't get over dhawan!master only being able to grasp the horror of the timeless child revelation in regards to Himself (all i am is somehow because of you, and believe me when i say, i cannot bare that) and not that this is a disturbing horror story for and about the doctor that she can't escape from Either because he Knew, he Knew, it was awful, but in only giving a damn about himself he ruined everything between them when it didn't have to be that way. He ruined them, he ruined himself, and it did not have to be that way. This could have brought them together. He chose to divide them instead.

Twissy is a tragedy because it was always going to end that way, twelve's insistence on true goodness never being applauded or witnessed narratively doomed Missy's stand for him to be forever in the dark, not seen by the one whom it was for.

Spydoc is a tragedy because it did not have to be that way, there was no reason for it to end that way, yet it did anyway.

[ssaalexblake]

i love dw because every time i see a new (to me) version of the doctor and master they're even more 'you wanna fuck me so bad it makes you look stupid' than they were before and i just don't understand how they can be Like That so hard for like fifty years

[ssaalexblake]

straight up though S12 of doctor who is what happens when the doctor and master get a divorce and make it the entire universe's problem

[ssaalexblake]

to this day i cannot believe that people object to twissy being followed by the feral racoon regenerations. It's the funniest thing ever. They had strangely mature regenerations at the Same Time for once and subjected themselves to the mortifying ideal of being known Just to be #besties again and then the universe's weirdest murder/suicide ruined it all and they have go back to trying to ruin and murder each other with other incidental genocides.

ship of all time

[ssaalexblake]

Going back to my roots and drawing skydoc committing violence against each other.

[ssaalexblake]

It’s a ‘draw dhawan!master nuzzling 13’s boots’ kind of night lads

[ssaalexblake]

Why can't we just let Dhawan!master be the awful shitbag of a self centred motherfucker he is?? He found out the doctor was horrifically victimised and abused in their childhood and not only did he zoom past the abuse so fast he didn't acknowledge it existed, but he also blamed the doctor for something that was done to them, and then he psychologically tortured her to manipulate her into a murder suicide because of how bad it all made Him feel that this happened.

I think the kicker is not that the master Wouldn't possibly feel bad for the doctor, or protective towards them, or even just mad that somebody else got to hurt them and it wasn't him. It's that The Master didn't even seem to really realise that what had happened to the child was a horror story of monstrous abuse. He was Jealous that they're 'special' and have always been better than him (his opinion, not mine, you're Not supposed to agree with the bad guy in a kids show). Never mind that that was a kidnapped child who was tortured and used as a science experiment by the poster child for the concept of evil scientist.

He didn't look past his own nose the entire time, it was all about him him him. Which is fun from a characterisation perspective because had he not held bigoted views and considered himself better than everyone by virtue of his own birth, he'd not feel so awful by finding this out.

But the tragedy of these two is they Could have licked their proverbial wounds together had he come in peace, but he was so focused on blaming her for things that happened to her that were beyond her control, that all he did was hurt her, and all he got (quite fairly) was violence and disdain in return.