#dnomsed

[manhattanmami]

here is the problem: -if I go for it, one of my friends might hate me forever -all of my friends will probably hate me -i'm not about that life so idk rn i guess i will just see what happens yanno go with the flow i friggin like him to a near-full extent, and not because of the fact that he has an amazing body or that he trusted me with his instagram name while no other girl knows it not even his ex, or not even the fact that when we make eye contact, he looks into my soul. it's how kind he has been to me when i told him a week ago how i felt. i guess he is a keeper...

[manhattanmami]

-he keeps calling me fam is that incest -we are going on a school trip to costa rica with the rest of fam for one and a half weeks and i am so hype no one understands -we were partnered up and we moved to a side table and that is where he held my hand for 8.5 seconds when I was trying to show him my streamline and he fixed it for me and we made eye contact and ugh -i'm so paranoid that I will lose him -he cares about me