I know what I want to be when I grow up, but I’m already grown up and am not that thing.
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I know what I want to be when I grow up, but I’m already grown up and am not that thing.
I feel a physical pain in my chest about this
and I wish I could just fucking scrub this day out of my pores
it’s all just beneath my skin
I want to un-hear and un-know everything about our interaction
I was looking at you and wondering why I left
I was looking at you and I could feel rage inside the entirety of my body
I was looking at you and I realized I will have to forget the good and the bad if I am ever going to move on with my life
today i had this exchange with a girl in the grad program:
me: *notices her sherlock necklace and doctor who t-shirt*
me: !!!! omg! you're a geek like me :DDDD
girl: ugh, i'm so a bigger geek. i swear, there's not a bigger geek than me. i mean, i *starts rambling abt all her geekery*
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i HATE geeks/fangirls like this. i've met SO MANY that try to out-geek you when you start talking. it's like, look you pissy bitch. i was commenting on our shared geek solidarity, you with your sherlock necklack and dw t-shirt and me with my teen wolf bag. yes, otherwise i'm dressed like a hipster, but just bc my geek t-shirts are under my bed doesn't mean you are a bigger geek. that was just rude. i'd like to point you to my tumblr and ao3, thank you very much.
Only I would hook up with the most attractive guy I've ever seen at a party to then say "oh fuck" and hide my head as he stares right at me and walks by in the dining hall My lack of confidence is actually humiliating
I finally finished Shingeki no Kyojin’s anime last weekend, and I am all kinds of disappointed with the ending. So many loose ends. If it were a sweater I’d only have half of one. What about the colossal titan? And the armoured titan? Where the fuck do they disappear to after stomping holes in the walls? Since they keep vanishing, does that mean they transform like Eren and Annie? Do they live inside the walls? WHERE THE FUCK DO THEY GO
How the hell is Annie a titan. Did her dad inject her with funky stuff too, or has she always been able to do that? Why kill Eren? And the whole killing up the survey corps dudes, what was that about? Annie your bloodlust is showing. Did she kill Marco? WHO THE FUCK KILLED MY BRO MARCO
Do the titans have different abilites? The whole sealing herself in a crystal after killing all the people made me wonder. What is Eren’s ability? Besides choking. Because we all know he’s good at that.
What about Levi’s thug life? I’m curious how Erwin found him in the first place. Plus, holes in the walls, the copious law breaking…how do they manage to avoid prison, seriously…
Going to find the manga and read that from the beginning, I have too many questions.
It’s not fair that I can still hear what you said that night and that I am regretting everything I didn’t do
Headache + constant disruptions & whining from the housemate + math homework final...
Screaming bloody murder in three...two...one...