I know exactly what I need.
I'm over worrying and stressing. I am on the verge of being mentally and emotionally unstable. As soon as my car and phone come back to life, I've handled my shit and I have some extra spending money, I'm using it to royally fuck all of my worries dry in the ass by spending that money on comfort and bliss.
Chelsea and I are going to get super stoned in a car while eating brownie sundaes and jamming to Paramore.
Erin and I are going to The Bakery and we're going to pour out our souls.
Nicole and I are having a classic sleepover where we get so high that we can hear our hair growing and so drunk we lose and sense of any filter we have. Then we're going to have mind blowing conversations that we won't be able to remember much of in the morning.
Jacob and I are gonna get lost somewhere, explore and go and do whatever spontaneity leads us to because that is just how it works with us.
I'm hitting up Devon and I'm showing up with two six packs of shock top beer and I'm buying enough weed for us to have our own blunts plus extra for a few bowls. And we're gonna get lost in the music and talk about anything or nothing and regardless it will be a damn good night.
I'm driving to Atlanta and Shelby and I are going to get high and get lost in Atlanta and roam wherever out hearts desire and our feet take us. Then we are going to rave our worries away.
Angel and I are going to catch up on it all over chai tea lattes and a pack of cigarettes and go on our random little leisure cruises just for the hell of it or for company sake.
I want to hang out with my PawPaw and I want to go on one of our old and random ass "get high and cruise" escapades.
That is what I want. When I get some decent cash I want to use it to spend time with my favorite people doing what we do without giving a twirly fuck about anything but that person and our time. Straight up. Fuck the bullshit. I'm so ready for it to be over with.