#does peace exist

[damagedghostwriter]

Prison.

Why do you make me feel as though I can’t live my life?

Why do you make me feel as though I can’t be happy?

Dealing with someone like you has me scared to date.

Dealing with someone like you means I would have to be so selfish to date.

I don’t want anyone to have to hear the way you disrespect me.

I don’t want anyone to have to feel like being with me is a risk they have to take.

You are the reason I am single.

You are the reason I won’t commit.

I need you to let me go so that I can stop feeling like I am in a prison you constructed to keep control over me.

I deserve happiness with someone else.

I deserve to be let go from your mess.

Release me from your prison.

I am ready to be happy.

[damagedghostwriter]

Peace.

Peace.

When will I know peace?

Will I recognize it?

Can I handle it?

I’m so used to the constant drama in my life that I don’t know what it’s like not to have any for too long.

I expect it.

I know not to get too comfortable because the minute I do things will blow up.

This isn’t normal.

This shouldn’t be normal.

Peace.

When will I find it?