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I was so ready to defend Jayce’s actions with my life but I fear he may just end up being sad and pathetic and Viktor might actually be the problem....

#doesnt matter tho #ill still defend either of them with my life #i will die on this hill #arcane season 2 #arcane season 2 spoilers #arcane spoilers #jayvik #jayce talis #viktor arcane

i think i like no-game aus the most because it gives me the opportunity to let these characters exist in a mundane way and experience both things i never did, as well as things that make me really care about the world i live in. like its a weird sense of coping i suppose, but regardless of all that, they deserve the ability to do simple shit like scream along to the radio on the highway or dance in the living room with each other and just be friends instead of having to be put into a fucked up video game and go through tragedy after tragedy and lose each other along the way, only to come in contact with different versions of each other. or meet alternate versions of their abusers, or people they only knew in stories, and have their worlds irrevocably changed, ya know? they become gods, sure. they're fictional characters, yes. but theyre basically my friends too and i want them to be happy with each other. i want them to actually be able to deal with things theyd already gone through and not have to just add terrible moment after terrible moment onto their list of reasons to go to therapy, or whatever. so even though im 20 and not 11 anymore, im still gonna think and write about john and dave dancing along to whatever shitty pop music is playing on the radio in the cereal aisle of the grocery store, and im going to write about rose trying to grapple with the fact she purposely sabotaged any positive moment she mightve had with her mother because it was strange and uncomfortable, and im going to write about the first time she introduces jade to jamba juice, and ill write about johns dad giving dave a pat on the shoulder while he tries to pretend its allergies and not the fact he was "accidentally" called son, and john sets up traps in their minecraft world and rose gets more creative than anyone else with her insults during overwatch matches and jades animal crossing island is better than any of theirs. dave's has a sacrifical pit in the corner that everyone but rose avoids. he and rose once spent 52 hours in a single facetime call before her internet cut out because of a rainstorm. they love each other and theres nothing that brings me more comfort than pretending i can be just as happy as they could be, because if i try hard enough, it'll happen.

#no one said i couldnt do these things #im just having a night #and while homestuck itself is so far from my actual mind #these characters are so painfully engrained into my head and my childhood #like literally they might as well be my own childhood friends at this point #maybe using parp since 2013/14 has ruined my ability to understand that theyre not technically real #who knows #doesnt matter tho