Apr 7, 2017
Feeling Like Nothing
This morning I attempted to make myself puke so I wouldn’t have to go to school, and spilled all my feelings in an instagram caption. Saying how everyday, when I wake up from sleep or a nap, I pick up my medication, and say to myself, “What are the consequences?” over and over and it becomes this ringing in my ears, like a train blaring its horn only it never goes away and it just gets louder and louder with each minute that ticks by and past you before you can even think to grab it. It’ll never come back. I’ve never seen it come back anyways.