Altaïr…
Something wasn’t right. He was in the morgue, in Syria. The slabs were empty. He was alone. A fly buzzed and bumped itself against one of the small high windows, futilely seeking to escape. He exhaled slowly and closed his eyes.
Why do you keep coming back here, my love?
He could feel her standing beside him, her scent of Madonna lilies and myrrh encasing them like a tissue-thin cocoon against the harsh smells of the morgue. He wanted to hold her, touch her, feel her skin against his and taste her lips, but he stayed still, eyes closed, as his heart rate quickened and need prickled across his body.
I hear her calling me. She’s calling me, Siro… He opened his eyes and there was a woman’s body on the closest slab, swathed in a shroud of mosquito netting. She’s calling me here, back to where my world ended.
Sirocco hummed and stroked her fingers down his spine, her touch burning hot against his skin, even though the layers of his clothing. She glowed in the phantasmagorical light, her fiery hair flowing gently around her, as though suspended underwater. Her dress was pale beige, with the subtle sheen of silk, tight and clinging to her curves. She leaned in to kiss him and he shyly lowered his eyes, recoiling slightly; it didn’t feel right to kiss his lover while standing before his mother’s body. She noticed his hesitation and turned from him.
There once was a man, in Damascus, who had stopped in a coffee shop to drink and rest from his travels. Glancing up, he happened to see Death seated at another table nearby, she said softly; the familiar words of the story his mother used to tell when she held him at night, the air between them close and heavy with the scent of their blood from the cuts his mother made with her tainted blade. She stepped away from him, towards the body on the slab, her heels loud against the concrete floor, echoing off the tiled walls.
This cannot be my fate the man cried, and he ran from the shop to his horse and rode as hard and as fast as he can across the desert, all the way to Samarra, she continued, smiling back at him over her shoulder as circled around the slab. Her eyes were liquid, molten copper, glowing like lamps in the gloam. His breath caught when she pulled the shroud down from his mother’s face. He watched, limbs frozen in something almost like horror as Sirocco leaned over and pressed her lips to Aaliyah’s in a firm, purposeful kiss. The droning buzz of the fly sharply cut out, almost as though a silence had been cast, and suddenly, in that horribly swelling silence, he heard the rasp of drawing breath.
When he dismounted, Death was there, waiting for him. This cannot be, the man cried. For I escaped you in Damascus, he breathed, as his mother’s eyes opened, death-clouded and glowing with golden fire. She sat up, drawing the shroud around herself.
And Death said: I too was surprised to see you in Damascus. For our appointment was always to be here, tonight, in Samarra, Aaliyah said, sliding from the slab to stand before him. Her voice was rusty from disuse, rasping with the crackle of dry leaves crushed underfoot. She plunged her fingers into her chest, sinew and bone separating loudly as she pulled them apart to show him a glowing golden sphere inside her chest, pulsing with magic like a mechanical heartbeat. Altaïr, pearl of my body. Release me from this prison. Come to me, my treasure. Come to me…
He unthinkingly moved towards her, instinctively responding to her command. Sirocco’s arms slid around his chest, restraining him, pulling him back.
Come to me…
No, my love. Do not listen to her. That is not Aaliyah; that is not your mother.
He hesitated. Sirocco was right; there was something wrong with her voice, her words. His mother hadn’t spoken Farsi like that. He took a hesitant half-step back and closed his eyes.
Who is she Siro?
Not your mother, she answered softly. She was kissing him, lips soft and tongue demanding. He opened his mouth and clung to her, drinking in the heat of her kisses. His back hit his mattress and he was briefly confused as to how they had gotten to his rooms, how much time had passed and where the woman who was not his mother had gone, but then Sirocco was sheathing him and he didn’t care about anything else.
Siro, please. Please, please, I love you. Don’t leave me, he sobbed, clinging to her. Feed me again with your love. I’m starving. I’m dying without you-
We’ll be together, forever, soon Altaïr, she promised him. My Assassin, my love, my Dreamer… Her hips rolled against his and he thought he was ready for the release he could feel his body preparing, but the intensity of it staggered him and he gratefully melted into the warmth of his lover’s arms. It felt so good to be held.
Altaïr…
His mother’s voice sparked against his soul, an irresistible pull he suddenly recognized had been lacking in the Aaliyah who had risen from the slab. He felt it in his blades, his blood and his bones. She was calling him, and he never disobeyed.
Mother…
He woke up reaching for her, alone in his bed.