This is an open letter/paragraph to my better half, my pearl of the stars, to you Rachel O'Brien. Today we made it to four years, and i have to apologize you. I have failed you as a boyfriend. While i wasnt abusive mentally or physically, i was terrible. Terrible in that i stopped chasing you. Just because you were mine doesnt mean i should have slowed down with my courtship. In fact i should have increased it. Let anyone who reads this know that just because you got the girl/guy of your dreams doesnt mean you should stop chasing them like they still arent yours. You should act like your still trying to win their heart even after you start dating, after engagement and especially after marriage. Your significant other should never have a doubt that you love them, or that you think they look good no matter what they are wearing. Most importantly no one should ever do a better job at this then you. We have had our rough patches in our relationship but i would still say we are perfect together. We complete each other, we are in tune and have so much in common. But i should have never stopped acting like you werent mine, i should have continued to write you poetry and continue to tell you all the ways you make me happy as well as everything i loved about you. I cant promise that i will do these things everyday but i will promise to do them more. I will promise that i will be a better boyfriend then i have been. I promise that when i make mistakes i will work harder to fix them. I love you with all that makes me who i am, you are more important to me than oxygen. You and i will go the distance babe i love you so much, and i always will. happy anniversary. -your squish