#dom rants

[xxwritemeastoryxx]

Not that I'm complaining but the current ratio in my notifications is 97 likes to 1 reblog.....

I swear I dont mind that yall are binge reading and liking everything.

But a reblog every once in awhile wouldn't kill you. It would actually help me out....

Or just ignore me. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[myold-scarf]

The second I feel like I’m doing too much or I care more than you I promise you ain’t ever gotta worry about me again 😊🤞🏿

[xxwritemeastoryxx]

-stares at notifs; Just reblog once. ONCE is all I'm asking for at this point.

[xxwritemeastoryxx]

Some of yall really in my inbox asking when I'm gonna update some fics but y'all dont reblog things.

That is not the way to get updates. Please dont ask when things are coming if y'all aint bothering to reblog or even comment on things.

[xxwritemeastoryxx]

-stares at notifications;

IM BEGGING YOU GUYS TO REBLOG! REBLOG IF YOU'VE ACTUALLY ENJOYED WHAT YOU'VE READ. REBLOG THE THINGS YOUVE TAKEN THE TIME TO ACTUALLY READ THINGS. IM-

REBLOGS =

No reblogs =

Comments/keyboard smash/incoherent screaming =

Take this as you wish but I'm 🤏🏼 (This close) to just deleting everything. Cause I cant keep screaming into the void and asking yall to reblog.

The fics I've written THIS YEAR havent even reached 100 notes. Most, except 2(!!!) haven't even reached 50 notes.

AND LETS BE HONEST, A MAJORITY OF THOSE NOTES ARE MY OWN REBLOGS TRYING TO GET MY FICS TO BE SEEN.

So at this point it's like what is the point. Yall read it and like it, but apparently it's not good enough to share it.

So I'm done.

[xxwritemeastoryxx]

Sooooo guess who's possibly been exposed to covid?

Yup....me. my best friend, who I carpool with to work, believes that she may have it and is on her way to get tested. So I'm hoping that its a negative test result. But that also means if it is positive, I might have it as well. I've got the beginnings of a cold and now that she's told me, my mind is already going into hyper drive about it possibly being covid.

I'm always so careful. 😭 Especially since I work with disabled people on a daily basis.

And if I have it, that means I'm out of work from both jobs until I test negative.

I'm trying to stay in the 'no she doesnt have it' mindset. But I cant help but freak out.

[xxwritemeastoryxx]

Idk who needs to hear this, but....

Actors are not the characters they portray. Ships on shows dont automatically happen in real life, even if we'd love for it to happen.

The amount of disrespect I see in this fandom towards actors, specifically to one ship/characters vs rl relationships in general is fucking disgusting and I hate that y'all are like that.

Some people date their co stars. Some people even marry them. Others break up/divorce and begin dating others.

But you become a shitty person when you openly bash a married couple just because they aren't the same as the ship on the show. I'm sure yall know what I'm talking about.

The hate I saw on my feed today is ridiculous and pisses me off. Imagine if your SO was a celebrity that once dated their co star and now that you two are married, you are getting threats, hate messages, etc. Yall wouldnt like it.

If you dont know the difference between show and reality, you should definitely stop watching any and all shows and re evaluate your life.

And if you want it, I will gladly give you a lesson on what the difference is.

[xxwritemeastoryxx]

Being an adult sucks 😭 I constantly have a headache, I paid $541 for my cat yesterday and now I get to spend $430 for a WINDSHIELD??? Why are windshields so expensive??? I call shenanigans, this is ridiculous.

So anyway, how was your week? Rant to me!

Oof that hurt me. Being an adult seriously sucks and I hate every moment of it. My gas bill was 218 dollars and I have no fucking clue how it was that high. 🙈🙈

Hahahaha we might be here for a bit on the ranting so let's buckle up shall we?

Let's start with Sunday. Beautiful birthday until we got into that deep dark talks around a table and I found out my moms bf (now ex cause of what I'm about to say among other things) that he wants to be my baby daddy. Which let's be honest is gross and nope. But his point was shouldnt my donor be someone I know and trust. That put mom in a very awkward situation and I guess he wouldnt let it go saying he really wanted to talk to me about it but mom said no. And I would have said no.

Then let's get into the rest of the week. A loooottt of paper work cause apparently my consumers cant stay professional and steal things along with argue with each other. Had one of them slice open his finger today while cleaning. 🤦🏻‍♀️

And then today. My site contact is the sweetest most caring manager I've met. We're cleaning a few hotels to help them get ready for opening at the end of the month. Because of how many of consumers we have between me and my co worker, we cant keep going up and down the stairs cause of some of their disabilities. Because of that, we are allowed to eat in the hotel rooms as long as we clean up after ourselves. Tell me why some assholes harrassed my consumers because they were eating in the rooms. I went complete mama bear mode and went off explaining that their boss allowed it and if they have any issues to contact her. THE ATTITUDE WE GOT IN RESPONSE MADE ME WANNA SLAP THE SHIT OUT OF THIS MAN.

Yo he kept giving my consumers dirty looks and attitude and I was about to snap.

I'm so glad it's the weekend. 😭😭😭