Perfect -azriel x reader
summary: azriel is insecure about his scars so you make sure he know how much you love them
warnings: smut, overstimulating, sub!azriel x dom!reader.
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"they're far away from perfect" he muttered pulling away his hand looking at it with disgust.
"every single part of you is perfect- i said that before and I'll keep repeating it till you believe it yourself" i said resting both of my hands on his cheeks.
Azriel looks at me with pure awe in his eyes. We've been in his room talking for hours now- laying on his bed. No matter how many times i explain to him how truly beautiful his hands are- he won't believe me.
His scars remind him of his first years of his life, of the cruelty of his stepmother and stepbrother and of the pain he's been through.
He suddenly flips around and positions himself on top of me. He leans in and kisses me, his kiss rough. My hands go in his hair softly stocking it and his explore my waist and hips.
When one of his hands moves on my breasts he squeezes them and i can't help but groan into his mouth.
He starts kissing my neck, leaving love marks as his hands squeeze my ass. His hands then move to take off my pants, taking my underwear with them. His thumb rubs my clit as a small moan leaves my mouth.
"please, please az" i moan and look at him while his expression changes into a smirk.
"so desperate, are we love?" he says as he pushes one finger inside me, pulling it in and out in a fast pace. I clench around his fingers as a soft moan left my lips.
"azriel.. please" i finally say. He looks at me with a smirk on his face, obviously enjoying the control he has over me.
"please what my love?" he asks as he trails a soft path of kisses up my jaw.
"please let me cum" i moan. "hm, should i? I think I'm enjoying the position you're in now" he smiles as he thrusts his fingers slower than before.
I grab his face in my hands and pull him in for a rough kiss. His fingers finally speed as i get extremely close to my climax.
I moan into his mouth as i finish around his fingers. "well done love, here you go" he smirks.
"that was quite quick, wasn't it, hm? Notice how i make you cum in less than a minute?" he teases as he kisses my forehead.
i wrap my legs around his torso and flip us around.
"i didn't forget the conversation we were having before this az" i say in a serious tone as i sit on his lap while he's laying on the bed.
His hands. We were talking about his hands and about how perfect i find them.
"and i still stand by the point that they're far from perfect" he insists.
" i can change your mind" i say as i trail a hand up his chest.
"oh, yeah?" he smirks. "yeah" i smirk too before i lean in pulling him into a kiss.
He makes an attempt to flip us around but i push him down even harder than before.
I kiss his jaw and take of his shirt while he just stares at me with needy eyes.
I slowly unzip his pants and pull them down on his knees while i face his painfully hard cock.
I stroke him softly, once, twice till he's groaning and pleading me to please him.
"do you want me to lick you, az?" i ask him as he looks at me breathless.
"yes" he whispered breathless.
I slowly lower my mouth to his cock and take him in as i pump my head up and down in a fast pace.
His soft groans were music to my ears- his hands found my hair as he gripped his hold around them ans held them tightly.
I continue pumping my head up and down while massaging his balls.
"fuck, baby I'm so close" he groans as he starts thrusting his hips in my mouth.
I pull away and sit on his lap as he lets out a groan of frustration.
"baby" he whines. "yes, az?" i tease him. I'd never get bored of it. One of the two strongest illyrians to ever exist underneath me, whining and pleading me.
I line up his cock with my entrance as I sink down on him, letting out a loud moan. I'd never get used to his size. He was huge.
He groans as i ride his dick in a fast pace and run my hands through his abs and dark locks of hair.
"I'm close baby-" he says as i pull away completely, my cunt not squeezing him tight anymore.
He groans in disbelief.
"fuck! y/n I-" he tries but stops as soon as I run my nails through the tip of his wing.
His mouth hangs open as he turns red and his arms fall next to him.
"hm, you like that baby?" i tease him. He just stares at me, unable to even speak or nod at the amount of please he felt at one stroke.
I run my hands through his wings again as he moans underneath me and grows even more red than he already was.
"Aw, don't feel embarrassed baby, I love having you moaning underneath me" I smile as I sink down on his cock again while strocking his wings.
His back arches as he moans even louder than before while I grab his hands, pinning them on each side of his head.
I slowly ride him while i grab both of his hands in one of mine, placing them above his head, while my other hand strokes his wings.
He whines as he lets out a broken cry.
"do you want more, baby?" i grin, pecking his nose.
"please. please, more" he begs as i move faster, strocking his sensitive wings as i work over his cock.
I move faster on top of him as he cries out my name and scrunches his eyes together.
I can tell he's close so i pull away once again, stop teasing his wings and riding his cock.
He groans as his eyes fill with tears. I start moving slowly and running my hands up and down his wings again.
I can tell he's close to finishing.
"Don't cum Azriel." I say with a serious tone.
His eyes open wide, looking at me desperate.
"It's too much. Please. Please let me finish" he begs as tears escape his eyes. I almost give in but i still remember our conversation before this.
I think about it for a few seconds before telling him.
"Tell ne that you're perfect, Azriel." I grin.
"w-what?" he asks confused yet still overstimulated.
"Tell me that you're perfect" I repeat as I touch his wings in a way i knew would make him see stars.
He let out a loud moan as he says "I'm perfect. I'm perfect."
He cries out as I move faster riding his overly sensitive cock.
"and your hands, Azriel, what are they?" i ask as i move faster.
"Perfect- they're perfect and beautiful." he cries as tears run down his cheeks and moans as his mouth hangs open.
"well done baby, let go for me" i say as i move faster and run my hands through the most sensitive part of his wings.
His back arches as he let's out the loudest moan I've ever heard from him and spills his release inside me. His wings spread wide as his body relaxes.
His eyes are closed tightly, not able to open them because of how much he let go.
I lay beside him as i stroke his hair, trying to calm him down while i kiss his tears away. When he's calmed a little bit I go in the bathroom and clean myself up as i grab a wet cloth and go in our bedroom to clean him as well.
When I'm done I lay beside my beautiful boy who's still panting and breathing heavily.
He turns to look at me as he buried his head in my breasts. I run my hand through the muscles of his back and stroke his hair as i wrap my arms around him, holding him tightly.
After some minutes, when he has finally calmed down he wraps his arms around me as he lays on my chest.
I kiss his forehead as he mutters.
"I love you, y/n"
I smile and turn off the lamp on the table beside our bed as we both close our eyes.
"I love you too Azriel"