Jan 31, 2016
My love for food and you
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My love for food and you
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Wifi Wifey #domuncensored
Digging
It dug in... Pulling inside... Folding. Crumbling. It dug deeper and a shot of pain jolted my arm... I twitched in pain. The digging kept digging. Pulling the corners in on itself. Folding in on itself. Crumbling in on itself. Do you feel that heartache?
#Water
Her voice, like a drug, slides in on a milky stream that completely unbuckles me. My hearing swallows the intoxicating taste... I feel the need for more- and I listen- waiting impatiently for the touch of her voice against my naked mind. Like soft fingers that tickle- her voice engulfs my entire being. Clenching in and around her- her whispers claw at my skin- my skin of thoughts. I want this. I want her voice. I'd swallow her whispers. I'd place lips on those- Those lips that whisper, "Water."
She was raw tonight... She asked the "RIGHT" questions- no matter how wrong it felt. I didn't realize I was pushing her away... She felt that. I didn't realize I hated myself... She saw that. I didn't realize I wasn't sure of myself... She was sure of it. I didn't realize I love her. She #knowsthat ---------------------------------------------- Dear You (Whoever you are reading this) It is OKAY to not be okay.... I know I've been depressed. I miss my mom. I miss my sister. I miss my brother. I miss my baby sister. I miss my dad... I never got to call him "dad"... People will come into your life- to leave you in a mess... But the people that care are the one's remaining... But what if you feel alone EVERYDAY? It doesn't matter that my family is right here... That I laugh... I talk... I play... But when it comes down to it... I am alone in a crowded room. But it's okay... To not be okay. And it hurts. I'm still not okay... But I'll be okay.
Intro to domUNCENSORED
My name is Dominique.
Friends call me, Dom.
I am “uncensored” because I like to cuss in my broadcasts and Youtube videos.
I cuss a shit ton.
A fuckin-lot, really?
Like I’m not even fuckin joking!
Dreaming of "Admissions" 1.5
"Do you like me or not?" At first I didn't think she had asked that. How did I forget meeting someone like her!? I began to get truly frustrated with myself when I realized she was really asking, "Dominique, do you like me?" "What makes you ask that?" I answered, hoping like hell she didn't know. "Follow me" she grabbed my wrist and pulled me to a set of staircases I never realized were there... *Reminder: this is a dream, weird places pop outta nowhere* She looked at me, studying me in a way I never thought anyone would ever do again... "If I tell you something, I'm afraid I'd scare you" she whispered in a voice I knew to be at her most vulnerable. How do I know her voice? I've never this girl... Have I? My heart raced, my hands twitched and I suddenly felt the first wave of panic attack settling in. "I wanna kiss you" she whispered... She pulled me closer. "THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!" The voice in me screamed and my heart pounded into my ears! I woke up. Realizing it was just a dream brought on a huge wave of disappointment. I knew it wasn't real... So I laid my head down hoping to continue this fantasy I fell in love with. I laid my head on a pillow that brought on a reminder of how alone I was... Admissions Girl, what the hell is your name?
Dreaming of "Admissions" 2.0
Why is she smirking? A voice louder then my own screamed in my head, "She knows!!!" I looked at her seriously and asked, "If that's the angle you wanna take- sure" This girl from the Admin's office cooly replied, "As long as they are in love- I support equality in all manners" I pretended to struggle with my phone, goodness she was gorgeous... "What's your name?" She smiled that same wicked smile and asked, "Can I answer anonymously?" My face showed all forms of disappointment- and she noticed. "Aww, Dom, you don't remember me?" I was sooooo confused! Have I met her? I would've remembered! "Do you know me?" I asked, confusion written all over my face. "You're cute" she replied with a smirk. If looks could kill, I would've been dead. (To be continued)