#don't mind me ...

[konigsblog]

HOW TO FILTER OUT CONTENT/HASHTAGS:

FIRSTLY, you will want to click onto account settings.

SECONDLY, click onto ‘content you see’.

THIRDLY, add key words and hashtags that you wish to filter out.

EXAMPLE: ‘tw: rape’ if you want to hide and filter out any content with themes of rape.

REMINDER THAT YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN MEDIA CONSUMPTION AND WHAT YOU SEE. I WILL NOT TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE CONTENT YOU READ.

[j-ellyfish]

I wish I was happy ...

[seirindono]

*muffled scream*

[palaugranetes]

IG Andres Iniesta:

"Historic Treble from @fcbfemeni, another @laliga Promises title for @fcbmasia and I'm proud to see @fcbbasket compete till the the very end for the Euroleague. Now let's go for the ACB!

Always Barça. Més que un club 🔵🔴"

[lucky-7times]

I'm sitting on a road in the warm orange light of a street lamp. My enviroment all around me is dark like the deepest night. Sometimes I see smal lights in a distance, but they're far far away. 

If I wanted to reach them I would have to leave the light of the street lamp, but this illuminated place is the only thing I know. So I don't want to reach the lights. I stay here.

Sometimes I see a flickering relatively near me in the dark. I get curious and come closer to see it. Only until the end of the light. So I sit down there and watch the flickering from a distance, spend hours with dreaming.

I'm getting sad. Why it has to be out there in the dark, I want it here. I'm getting angry at myself. Why I can't just go over there?

I blame myself for being a wimp, I'm getting stressed. I calm myself by reminding me, that I can't walk away anyway. There is a fetter around my right foot with a chain on it. But jokes on me, the chain is long enough and the other end ... is attached to a weak branch.

So why I don't start walking?

Haven't I noticed the circumstances of the chain? Have I fear to fall into a abyss that I can't see in the dark?

My curiosity gets wings due to my dreams. I want it. I don't know what's outthere in the dark. I don't want it.

This two things burn inside me: fear and desire, but the incinerations from their fight keep shredding my mind.

I have two options now:

Either I wait til the burning inflames my whole body and I use the light of my own panic to go through the dark,

or I shorten the chain and and tie it strong on the street lamp.

I'm shaking-

because I have fear?

because I'm excited?

because I'm cold?

Yes.

[water-on-glass]

Yet another severe weather alert for my area ...

Like ... fuck that! We had floods last year. We don't need more!

[water-on-glass]

I screw up everything I touch ...

[water-on-glass]

My life sucks, everything sucks and I hate myself. I though ... I thought that even when everything sucks I can at least find a tiny little bit of pride and joy in my work .... turns out that ... ahemm ... not ... apparently, everything I do sucks and I am, really, good for nothing piece of shit ...