#neophobia

[sounds-of-aquarius]

Boyfriend got banned from server for having pronouns, I'm gonna gender slut so fucking hard. We're already good at pronouns but I am putting emphasis on those fucking whore/slut pronouns. I'm gonna use 'em so much they don't even feel like sex anymore. Fuck you.

-- Aether // ae/aer

[ech0lalia143]

Today’s weather is dreamy, and will clear up after a sunny, sunny, sunny, sunny day!

[gender-darling]

(⠀🎀⠀) : ❝ Phobia flags (Part 5) ❞

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— ❝ Neophobia(link), acrophobia(link), and emetophobia(link) flags ❞

　　—　Tagging @mousesquared and @mad-pride. This is not a gender , do not tag it as such

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[thelittlespanielthatcould]

I'm not a "person", I'm three SSA byb border collies in a trenchcoat

[lucky-7times]

I'm sitting on a road in the warm orange light of a street lamp. My enviroment all around me is dark like the deepest night. Sometimes I see smal lights in a distance, but they're far far away. 

If I wanted to reach them I would have to leave the light of the street lamp, but this illuminated place is the only thing I know. So I don't want to reach the lights. I stay here.

Sometimes I see a flickering relatively near me in the dark. I get curious and come closer to see it. Only until the end of the light. So I sit down there and watch the flickering from a distance, spend hours with dreaming.

I'm getting sad. Why it has to be out there in the dark, I want it here. I'm getting angry at myself. Why I can't just go over there?

I blame myself for being a wimp, I'm getting stressed. I calm myself by reminding me, that I can't walk away anyway. There is a fetter around my right foot with a chain on it. But jokes on me, the chain is long enough and the other end ... is attached to a weak branch.

So why I don't start walking?

Haven't I noticed the circumstances of the chain? Have I fear to fall into a abyss that I can't see in the dark?

My curiosity gets wings due to my dreams. I want it. I don't know what's outthere in the dark. I don't want it.

This two things burn inside me: fear and desire, but the incinerations from their fight keep shredding my mind.

I have two options now:

Either I wait til the burning inflames my whole body and I use the light of my own panic to go through the dark,

or I shorten the chain and and tie it strong on the street lamp.

I'm shaking-

because I have fear?

because I'm excited?

because I'm cold?

Yes.

[somnilogical]

tfw someone "doesnt know who you are contextually" and insists on knowing this after youve already been talking with each other for 39 minutes

https://somnilogical.tumblr.com/

^ heres one of my blogs i just realized this is a #valid way to get context on me

i /like/ being able to cognitively access different parts of me in different places and everyone asking 4 ur visa and being a fucking neophobic cuck destroys that its really hard to think in significantly different ways when everyone has the same expectations. i dont know if you track this or care but yr fear of interacting with people without context erodes the ability of people to be different.

so ppl u meet will all be speaking as they would to the median person in their default context. unless they work really hard to resist these pressures and that is an /enormous/ cognitive load 4 a lot of people.

i dont understand why you want the people you talk with to be narratively cohesive with things you have seen before. this urge kills so much creativity in this world. putting ppl in some sort of simplified framework so u can stereotype them and they are more predictable, easier to control simpler to parse.

i fucking hate that pattern so much. (i dont hate people who house the pattern for being scared but they are like complicit in making the world a more boring place, something thats easier for people to swallow. abd that does SO much damage. i... dont understand why?? people cant sit with the prediction error until it makes sense and beg others to snap something in to a top-down pattern they have seen before. you lose out on seeing anything new. and just see "female 5'6" brown eyes blue hair" (these are not my stats) or whatever the fuck your ontology is. why would you /want/ that? )

[ech0lalia143]

the insides of tears ♪

[ech0lalia143]

my oc as a No, Im Not A Human guy. not very accurate to how she actually looks but whatever

Day and Night