#donk posting

[donktown]

Happy new year, honses and honse-like creatures

[donktown]

I guess this is a donkpost? Maybe???

[tropicalscream]

Donk i love them so goddamn much. Id look back in hades to see if theyre there, id rip the stars from the fuckin sky and hang them in their hair, the sun has nothing on the warmth snd life they have

theyre one of the most amazingly kind, silly, dorky, beautiful and loving person I've ever been blessed to meet.

Them & their partner T (whose a nice friend and accepts my feeligns for Donk) are gonna move far away and it fuckin kills me. It aches thinking about it. I wish i could go with them. I wish they would stay

But i love them so fuckin much that all i want is for them to be happy. And if they're unhappy here in the far north and being back in the desert makes them happy then

well then there's nothing else to say about it

[tropicalscream]

most of.my poetry is about.my trauma and shit life

the only purely posting one i ever wrote was about Donk, it still remains the only one of.pure happiness and love ive wrote

[tropicalscream]

idk how to.handle.them moving away. I'll live but ill be sad and depressed but

in the end all.i want is for.them to be happy in whatever form it takes/they want

[tropicalscream]

god i love donk so.fucking.much.

they're kind and smart snd passionate and creative and soft and loving and silly and air headed anda dork

theyre a sun warmth and life and love and heat and im so lucky to get to bask in theyre light even a bit

i wish i knew them earlier in life, i wish i was able to share more time with them, i wish there was a future of more permanence with them stretching out unto the horizon and beyond

[tropicalscream]

Hiiii im hiiigh

had a fun errand day with the donk, got brunch, and went to asian market and got lots of soup stuff snd snacks

and they taught me how to prepare broth and hot to make chili on a budget that tastes similar to what they make/grew up with

they're going away for the spring+summer for conservation work in new Mexico (where they lived and so they can visit family south of the border)

so it was a nice last day before they left

we're planning on me visiting them and having a vacation with them at a natural hot spring resort

so that's fun

and they'll be back for a little bit in fall

after that sad things might happen but I dony wanna think about that

so i won't hehe ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა

i loooooove donk a

[tropicalscream]

having the realization that once Donk leaves (the second time...the potentially more permanent time...)

i wont ever get to feel what it's liked to be held or spooned or cuddled again.

I'm so god-damned touch starved and affection craving. I rarely got any of that in my relationships and even less in friendships and now....?

Donk is so wonderful and I love them so much and they understand my starvation and need for physical touch/affection and are so nice in beinf fine with it.

and they'll be gone and I'll just be back ro where i was