Feb 1, 2019
Quiet.
You told me to be quiet.
Shut up, don't say a word,
Noboody cares anyway.
You were wrong.
She cared.
So did they.
Once he was gone, I saw the truth.
He didn't get to see the aftermath.
He screwed up my sister. It's been almost a year and she continues to struggle.
You made a mistake. You let me see the truth.
Did you stop injecting me,
Or did I start fighting?
I still feel you.
I know you are still here.
I feel you when i am alone for too long.
I feel you when i hear Sleeping at Last.
When a shirt is too tight.
You are here.
You will always be here.
Sometimes i wish you would scream again, to drown everything else out.
But you won't.
I won't let you.
You will not ruin the people i love.
You told me to be quiet, but i am louder now.