A week ago, the beautiful part of my moon was laid to rest. My heart is breaking, not only for myself and for all those who loved Bella, but mostly for her sister Luna. She is without her right-hand lady, her best friend, and her beloved sister. If you know me well you know that loss is not only an issue for me but also a constant in my life. I have a skull and crossbones on my wrist to remind myself of everyone I've loved who I somehow continue to live without. I struggle everyday, and it is hard for me to admit that, but after so long of hiding myself from others I want to change. I want to be more open about my pain. We show off our bodies online, why is it so horrible to show our emotions? A lot of people may not understand the devastation of losing a pet, but often times it is worse than losing a person. They love us infinitely and unconditionally, and there are no complications in our relationships with them. I'm not fortunate enough to have friends or family to run to and hug when I need it most which is why my animals are my world. Most days, they are all that I have. I sometimes wonder if hurting so bad is worth it. But then I realize that knowing a soul so wonderful makes me rather feel the anguish of loss than to have never known that soul at all. That's how I felt with Bella. I am beyond blessed to have know known her. I'm crying as I write this and I just wish I had her in my arms again. I don't even know why I'm posting this picture, my heart feels like it's being ripped out of my chest. Please, go home and hug someone you love today. You never know when you'll lose them. #dontknowwheretogofromhere #ripbella #myqueen #iloveyou
