Also really dreading thinking about my long term career. I keep getting asked what I really want to do and I’m too scared to say what I really want out loud. 2 or 3 things I really want to do, but am unsure I could ever accomplish it with my (lack of) education and background. More education costs money. Other certs cost money and I can’t even get them bc of lack of experience with requirements. Everything sucks and I’m too scared to say any of it out loud out of fear of being shut out from my job

















