#doortalk

[bluedoorsystem]

^ all of highschool for us

[bluedoorsystem]

just got reverse fictive’d??? guy matching my Everything found in fav video game.

[gggeebs]

having a host whose weird and cagey means constantly wondering Who Cares. Who cares. like. we’re not gonna get shot for telling someone something about us. why are we on the verge of an anxiety attack at the thought of sharing information about us to people we know would be chill abt it. pull it together

[bluedoorsystem]

god. this system mapping shit is kicking my ass

[bluedoorsystem]

I think sometimes being plural is a lot like being a Steven universe style fusion…..like when we present as an individual to others. Or when we’re blendy. Like I AM their fury. I AM their patience. I AM a conversation. Woagh.

[bluedoorsystem]

It’s an interesting feeling when it takes so long to realize who a specific headmate is, fictive-wise, that they’re kinda not really a fictive anymore. It’s like missing out? on getting to know them? But also watching them grow??? It’s almost bittersweet in a way?

[bluedoorsystem]

why the FUCK is there LOOSE SUGAR in our bed somebody is about to DIE

[bluedoorsystem]

weird experience we’ve realized is likely related to our plurality is how our knowledge of media fluctuates. like yeah dude no wonder only some of us took in any of that info. no wonder we sometimes can’t even name some of the characters and other times we’ve got encyclopedic knowledge on it.