themurderscene replied to your post: ,
Why don’t u make a PayPal and ask ppl to donate so u could get one. I know someone who did that
uhhh idk it wouldn't feel right. it's not like i'm desperate need of one, because i just shove all those feelings down and try to not think about it and i can almost always go through my days without a freak-out, but i just really wish i had one.
douchebaggens replied to your post: ,
Be safe, not doing it properly can be dangerous. but Do what you got to do be happy. I think you are perfect no matter what. :)
i know, thank u for worrying. i'll probably don't do anything anyways bc i'm too afraid of what my mom would do/how she would react or of her finding out i'm doing one etc etc and i'd really like to buy a proper one
thank you so much eri, u are literally an angel <3

















