#douchpants

[oscarose]

So it was year 12 muck up day at school today, and their was a big water fight on the school oval for all the year twelves, and my friends ex had a water balloon his hand and threw the water balloon at her soaking her in water. He and all his friends were laughing at her, and she turned to him and went "LOOK ITS THE FIRST TIME YOU HAVE EVER MADE ME WET!" and his friends all just fell silent, and he went bright red. And i think i actually shed a tear of pride.

[griefandhighdelights-blog]

So the senior walk out was today..

That was the most depressing thing ever. Watching all my drama seniors leave. Even though they walked right back into rehersal lmfao.

I'm so fucking pissed and upset though. It makes me so mad that he just gets to leave scotch free. That's it. I've been dreading today for so long now. He's such a douche bag. He broke my heart. Ignored that fact. And then left. Gone. No more awkward eye contact in art. No more having to see him every day and getting that gut wrenching feeling. I wont know how I feel about all this until tommorow. When I go back to school and all the seniors are gone. When he won't be there. I don't know if I'll feel relieved. I hope I will. I cried so much today. I can't handle the fact that the drama seniors are gonna be gone. That All Shook Up is their last show with us. Banquet is gonna be SO hard. I can't even imagine it. I need someone to get my mind off of this now that I'm alone. Because my mind is gonna go to it so much. I guess I'll just have to see how tommorow goes.