Continued from here. @dovzeymahhe
“Being able to kill a god through hard work wasn’t something I would’ve believed in before,” he replied, still uncertain.
The manmer remembered, clear as if it happened the day before, the first time he laid his gaze upon Alduin. His head on the chopping block, the blood of the redhead Stormcloak staining his cheek and its stink in his nose, the axe of the executioner bright in the morning sun.
And then he came, eyes red as the blood he’d later spill and his terrifying gaze locked in his before he Shouted, and turned Helgen into an inferno.
Erik wondered if Alduin later knew he was the prisoner he’d narrowly saved. He wondered if he regretted his rampage, if only because the Last Dragonborn survived thanks to that.
“And- I’ve never told anyone. Only Ralof knows because he was there but I- I owe him my life. Part of me wonders if it is right to kill a bro-” no don’t go there, don’t think of the dragons as your siblings, you will crumble, they’re not your kin no matter if your soul is the same as theirs. “-to kill a being that saved my life, under the orders of a Father who never lended me the slightest bit of help or guidance.”
He bit his lip, and a shiver ran down his spine. He was acutely aware of his blasphemous words, here on that holy mountain, the Throat of the World, where the dragons were birthed and where Kyne breathed life into the Nords. “If Alduin wasn’t so Oblivion-bent into enslaving humanity, and everyone I love by proxy, I don’t think I would be here obeying such a cruel Father.”