#dprssn

[one-day-it-all-makes-sense]

Manchmal fühlt sich das alles an wie ein großer reisender Strudel im Meer. Wenn ich versuche mit dem flow zu gehen und alles zu akzeptieren wie es ist, reißt es mich herunter. Und wenn ich dagegen ankämpfe, zieht es mich ebenfalls herunter. Eigentlich möchte ich diesem gewaltigen Etwas nur entfliehen. Aber egal was ich mache, es zieht mich nur tiefer unter die Oberfläche und ich bekomme immer weniger Luft.

[mikkiko]

'A mountain of heavy Pain melds in your body and all the life around you fades in your helpless hand just like a wing of butterfly keeps disappearing in the void'

[dark-bell]

If I just slowly started to fade out of existence. Pictures of me turned white, my belongings dissapeared, memories of me slowly faded and nobody remembered me.

Would that bring me peace?

[suckmyasstumbllr-blog]

09/24/18 22:22

I feel like the world's gonna fall apart. I feel like tomorrow, someone's going to die and it could be me. I feel like it'll be a surprise and a freak accident and a completely unexpected thing. Why do I feel like this.

[uncannyhellokitty]

dunno why my brain always goes “you don’t work hard enough so you’re not worthy of happiness or luxuries!” like… why am I so mean to myself? I’ve always felt unworthy and ashamed of my privilege and… I’ve been pretty self-deprecating as a result. I’m pretty lucky and blessed to have parents that care so much about me. I just want to be financially independent and my parents want that for me too, but still want me to be happy and want to provide for me in the meantime. they care about me and I want to care about me too

[the13thportal]

It's happening again. I should've known you'd be back....

[acarefullycuratedmess]

I'm always sorry for something, I just don’t know what exactly I'm supposed to be sorry for yet.