SERIOUS BZNS post, holy shit, correct grammar?!
I need to get rid of this bitch.
I thought Mimi and I were pretty much perfect for each other. She was demanding but I thought it was good in a way, she had sort of a method of getting rid of non-serious boyfriends, if you ask me. Hell, I even thought that she was better than me. She's more attractive, and I thought she was way funnier and smarter than me.
She's also fucking crazier than me. I'm honestly freaked out by this point.
At first, she complained about me talking to my female friends, because of "the way (you) are around them"... Right. Even though I treat them the same as everyone else. The next step after that was banning me from talking to them altogether. Which is fucked, but if I didn't go with it, she would completely put me down. A lot.
As someone with an anxiety disorder and clinical depression, she found it very, very easy to do this. Without lifting a finger she could reduce me to a complete wreck.
I then finally admitted to her that I was bisexual. A bad move, I know, but she was whining about the way that me and Gabriel "act with each other", and I confessed to her that we'd had sort of an open relationship in the past, you know, friends with benefits and whatnot. We're still best friends, just without the benefits... Most of the time. (Although when I did get benefits outside of that, jeez. They were so much more... beneficial, shall we say. I'll save those stories for another time. I wouldn't cheat on Mimi once we started dating, anyway.)
She went fucking apeshit over this - not really much of a surprise, in hindsight. Suddenly I wasn't allowed to talk to Luke or Gabriel either - two of my closest friends. In fact, the only bro I was often allowed to talk to was Jake. Don't get me wrong, I love Jake a hell of a lot, but it meant I was lonely very often. He has a career, and a family to look after, and on top of that, there was that whole situation that he's still going to counselling for.
So I had Mimi. Just Mimi. She is psychotic or sociopathic or something, I swear to god. Even when I did exactly as she said, I was still doing everything wrong.
We're still dating, but I've taken everything away of mine from her apartment. I'm seeing my friends whenever I want to, and I'm ignoring a lot of her calls because I know it will only end in arguments. I'm pissed off, and more than a little scared to be honest. I've had psycho boy/girlfriends before now, and it makes me incredibly uncomfortable.
I'm going to break it off tonight.
Wish me luck, comrades, because I'm probably about to start World War Three.
