#dreamselsewhere

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13, 15, 20 :)

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?      - Nooooo! 

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?      - A little bit :s 

20: What would you name your future daughter?      - Maria I think 

8/10 Girl take off the autoplay!!!

Pleaaaaase I’m so bored, Send me 1, 2 or 3 numbers for a BLOG RATE

[apocryphvl]

Disneyland is pretty peaceful at 8:02 in the morning..

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Your blog is pretty dope :)

Thanks :) Your blog is nice as well!

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Self-Employed Rant #8

Why is it so hard for us human beings to move on? I mean if we look at other mammals they just find a mate, get it on, and move on. No strings attached. But we are installed with these emotions and with these thoughts and with these visions and with this heart where we just can’t simply do that. We are unlike any other animal on this planet. We don’t look for somebody based on their chirp or their color or their song; we look for somebody based on the chirp, the color, the song of their heart. We look for somebody based on the way the smile or the way their eyes glisten when they look straight into ours or the way they just open up about anything that is going on in life and in their minds. We look for somebody that teases us, pleases us. The complexities and specific standards that make us fall in love are so complicated, but I think that’s what makes it so beautiful. Because regardless of all these complications, there is still that one person for us. And it’s not just based on the content of their “song.” It’s based on the content of their soul.

[apocryphvl]

All I want before I die, is to meet someone who genuinely loves me. And not the sappy kind of love that makes people cry at the sight of them two. Or the kind of love that people seem to want--the "dang they're still together?" type of love. Or the let's-live-hand-in-hand-for-life type of love. I want the understanding love, the he-makes-me-a-better-person love, the happy love, the real love. Where nothing has to be faked, where we tell each other the truth about how we feel and not just give the answer "I'm fine." Where our conversations are not just about the weather but instead about beliefs and beauty, where we can have debates about subjects most people turn their heads to, where we can find the simple joys that many overlook. That way, when I die, I'll feel like I truly lived.

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Self-employed Rant #5

I swear it's the ones with the biggest hearts that get walked all over. The ones that dare not to speak badly of others. The ones that go out of their way to make sure someone is okay. The ones that do anything in their power to make the others around them happy. The ones that simply get happiness from seeing happy people. I think people are attracted to their light because let's face it, who wouldn't? But eventually these people walk away without a word or reason. They leave this selfless person wondering what he or she did wrong.Did I not see that they were in pain? Did I say something wrong? Was I not a good friend? Was I not worth their time?And this, well to me anyway, is one of the saddest things a person can do. Because the person will never know what went wrong.

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Self-employed Rant #2

Why do we feel the need to please everybody around us? And everybody says "oh no. I do me. I am myself and I don't care what anyone thinks" which may be partially true. But I feel as if it is human nature to care a little bit about what others think of us. Because let's face it: we long to be loved. And if we long to be loved, then we will see what others love and subconsciously conform some part of us to that. Like I know I am not comfortable being myself around certain people because I do not want to be judged. But I wish I just didn't care. And maybe I should try harder. I would probably lose some of the stress that I carry around with me every day. That would be nice. So I'm now gunna go and probably ignore what I wrote and still care anyway. Stay lovely.

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