Jul 31, 2018
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#drunk n miserable#i HATE how this break-up ordeal (i suppose that it is whats making me feel like shit or at least its what made the shit hit the fan)#is making me hate myself#its not like i ever really liked myself but i was able to live with myself#now i just...#im a mess crying on the kitchen floor drunk af and wishing someone that understands was here#it was a HUGE set-back when we broke up#and i hate i fucking hate it#and i miss how we could just talk about things and how he was there for me#and i dont know if this is normal#its been over two months now and im still a fucking mess#is it because of my mental health?#is it because i found the ONE and he wasnt ready?#am i just so fuking weak that i cant let go????#somebody tell me