#drunkrambles

[punchuation]

I would love that spontaneous come to your house just to kiss you kinda thing. That passionate up against the wall kiss where nothing else matters

[scotchandwhitelies]

Her: You have a strong will. But you cannot contend with me.

[across-the-city]

I'm a strong whiskey and green tea kind of gal

[holocenechild]

I'm gonna go exploring!!! I'm gonna bring another beer and go to this little pond by my dad's house and drink some more and hang out oh my god this is gonna be cool

[ramenfallsbutnotudon]

You know it's a bad sign when you got work in 6 hours and you're sitting up drinking thinking about someone you used to fuck

[grosssara]

Sometimes it absolutely breaks my heart to see the real you. The you that is far more comfortable with strangers than you are with "us" Obviously that term us is used very loosely because I know you know I see everything. I love you and if I could take everything away and make everything perfect for you I would.

[sxbreenuh]

I don't do well with feelings yet here I am having them anyways like a idiot who has learned nothing from dealing with them in the past. Wooopeee

[aallabastersouull-blog-blog]

I'm stressed, but I'm numb. 

I don't know if it's a "peace" or simply a withdrawal from the situations. There are things happening that could change my course completely, and because they make me sick to think about, I push them to the back of my head. 

Things have the potential to get a whole lot more serious than I'm perceiving them to be, and even as I type this I feel myself turning away

I am scared as shit, and I feel very alone. But at the same time I don't care and feel so blessed for the people in my life right now. I'm numb.