💋 Do you think those that ERP are not as good at role playing than those that don’t?
As someone who has done both ERP and avoided it, it really depends on how a person writes it. Unfortunately, it seems that most who do ERP focus on quantity rather than quality, if that makes sense? Like, some will do tons of ERPs and there’s honestly not a lot...going on. Like just a line or two of moaning and thrusting over and over, and it’s one of the many reasons why I tend to avoid ERP-ing. Like, it’s possible to write ERP well, like focusing on the sensations a character is going through, their thoughts, how their actions are affecting the environment, but a lot of the time, I don’t see a lot of effort in these kinds of RPs, so it kinda perpetuates the bad rep.
🚫Are there blogs you just won’t follow or characters you won’t interact with?
There is, and that’s most FFVII blogs. There are a couple I do try to keep contact with because I grew close to them at one point and still see them as friends. I have a bad habit of trying to run far away from things, and the FFVII RPC is one of them.
💔 Have you ever been jealous of a ship, group, plot, that wasn’t yours?
Oh hell yeah. It’s honestly one of the main reasons why I’m so miserable. I’m a jealous person, or I guess, envious is more appropriate, since I have no part in those things. I give up and try to run when I feel that jealousy, because I know it’s an ugly feeling, and I don’t want to hurt people. Also it’s just easier to isolate myself than risk rejection.
🔥 What is your hottest take on your fandom?
I’ve...kind of given up on it. I stick around to keep contact with you and a few other friends, and I have been trying to get re-connected with DBZ. It’s just after the shit I caused, and the feeling of rejection and just not belonging, I’m exhausted from trying to chase others for their approval and friendship. I’m selfish for expecting these things from others. I want to run because running is easy, it opens up the hope that I could be someone else, someone worth being friends with. Start over. But I also don’t want to cause more pain by just vanishing again. I’m trapped.