#dsarajah

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Alright. I'm ready to talk.

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Since you two seem to care so fucking much...

I'll be going into hiding again in a few hours. Just for a couple of days. I'll be on the ship, but I'm not talking to anyone. I need time to sort things out. I'll talk to both of you separately after. This is non-negotiable. 

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ooc: For your knowing purposes. 

I'm leaving for a few days on family vacation. I will officially be back on Sunday. I haven't replied to paras because I'm going to be answering them on the 6 hour ride there and they will all be up tomorrow! So, no, I'm not ignoring you bbs I love you all too much for that. 

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ooc Conversation with my character.

Me: I'm on hiatus. Meg: But.... Rajah.. Me: Hiatus. Meg: Rajah! Me: What are you, five? Meg: No, I just want Rajah. Me: ...I hate you sometimes. Meg: You hate me most of the time.  Me: Come on, don't be like that... Meg: Then give me Rajah. Me: Fine. Just stop moping. 

So... Meg wants Rajah. You wouldn't happen to be available to.. you know... reply or something? I can tell you're mobile, but it would make her really really happy.

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Drunken voicemail to Rajah

-beep-

-rolling the r- Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrajah! I'm too drunk right now! Ugh... and high. -quietly- I don't even know what I'm on...

-quietly- I hate myself right now. I'm a terrible person. I put my whole family in danger just because I lost something, and now I can't fix it without help. -whimper-

-quieter- You're such a nice guy... Why do you deal with me? Why do you even talk to me? We're so different... -normal voice- I mean, you're not even supposed to talk to me... You're so preppy and all American... And I'm just so... back alley drug deals and bass thumping parties. We're so damn different! Fuck...

Ya know, I actually care about you a lot. I think s 'agapó̱. Í̱ i̱ agápi̱ eímai ikanós. Den nomízo̱ óti boró̱ na agapí̱so̱ kanénan kai páli kanoniká. That's not your fault though, Í̱moun aplá i̱líthios. Pístepsa tous láthos anthró̱pous.

-spashing noise- Oh shit, I just spilled rum all over my pillow. Maybe I should clean it up. -rustling-

-squeal and thump- I just fell out of bed. Oh, well, I'll just clean this up later. My giagia taught me how to clean everything! But she lives in Greece... Maybe I'll get to see her and my cousins if we go by there. 

Ooh, Rajah, you should come meet my family! -laugh- Oh my god, they would eat you alive... They eat me alive.

-pause- God, I just wanna sleep... Like, forever. I just wanna sleep until all of this shit is over. -quietly- Why can't I just do something right for once? 

-normal voice- Fuck that, why am I such a slut? No, I'm not just a slut. I'm more than that. What's more than a slut? A whore? I almost am a whore. Except the men don't know that I'm stealing from them. -sigh- I hate that word, whore. Call me anything else... Slut, floozy, skank, ho, slag... Anything but whore. It's just... I don't even know.

-whimper- Oh my god, I need to sleep now. Buh bye, Rajah. I'll see you around.

-click-

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