Generally when I don't know the answer to something bothering me I send it out as a thought to the universe. In truth praying to God for the possibility of an answer. On a day like today when I idly watch someone I know get married, I ask the question that plagues my mind. "Will I ever be the one to walk down the isle, will I ever get married?" It wasn't until today when I heard a small answer back and an image overtook my mine. "Sorry" I heard in the back of my mind " I am so sorry" and the image of a man shaking his head. And although above all else I wish for someone to love my like the man at the end of the isle and a child I could love forever. The answer did not make me angry it just made me more determined to change my fate and if I don't then I can always hope that there is a plan for me.