I understand that its technically Six Sentence Sunday... but, consider...
Consider... new full chapter instead? Is that cool with y’all?
Chapter 25: A Fool’s Errand
“‘When the Wolf failed, or won, we lost the People to war.’” Mellan leaned her torso over the great book, reading the text upside down - clearly the best way of going about it - and shaking her head. “Well, which is it? It would be wonderful if they made up their minds…”
Her body seemed alight with nervous magnetism, almost manic in the way she practically twitched with every movement. It settled into Solas’ skin even through the nostalgic ease of their refuge, and he worried that even the usually calming touch of his hand to her shoulder would electrocute them both.
She was… avoiding something, but what, he could not tell. Yet, all other signs pointed towards a person near crawling out of their skin to distract themselves from whatever else it was they were truly thinking of.
“Ma heart? Let the Dread Wolf wallow in failure for a moment longer,” Solas placed careful hands over the book as he, too, tilted himself forward. “He has dealt with it for dozens of years, I think he can handle it for a moment more.”
Though his smile disarmed her long enough to shift her ire to a pout, Mellan still let her hands dig into the fabric of her trousers. They did not hold the same dust as her usuals did; her ability to charm the Fade to her will was improving.
“I-I don’t,” She gnawed away at the insides of her cheeks, toes tangling into the plush ground. Not grass, ferns. She knew now what they stood for: enchantments, fascination. Magic. The secret bonds of love. She tried not to think on the last of that charming list. “I don’t see why we’re stopping. I’m just reading.”
Dark brow raised, Solas could feel his bones creak as he held himself together as to not shake the woman by the shoulders.
“Ma heart, I think we should, perhaps, turn our attention to a different book for the evening.”
“What?” Mellan blinked, face pink in the pale light as Solas began to close the book in front of her. “I was just trying to help,”
“Perhaps I do not need your help in this area,” He shrugged calmly, before any sense of control he held flew out the window as Mellan placed a hand on either side of the book to keep it open.
“I was not helping you, specifically?” The redhead scoffed, taken a bit aback, as she held her weight on those sides of the book, and consequently, Solas’ thighs. Rendered unable to move, unless he intended to shove the woman off with anything but politeness, the apostate was forced to stare back at her as she grilled into him. “I was under the impression that we were working together, ma fen.”
‘Ma fen.’ That weighty term all over again. “We are, ma heart, why wouldn’t we--”
“Then may we go to Skyhold?” Why did her eyes hold both hope and anger, and something else, all in a sickening mix? Why did he have to feel the same, and know by the heat engulfing his face that surely his own eyes reflected it back to her. “I’m ready, Solas, I know it’ll be safe, I want to learn--”
When had she gotten so close? When had she trapped him this night? When her bitten fingernails clawed at the edges of the book, or from the moment she’d walked into the clearing?
She held a part of his anchor, but he felt the one captured by the creature.
“Mellan, I,” He held a hand to her face, the other desperately bracing the ground for balance, and her eyes shot open to show emotions now much clearer than before. It felt like looking into the finest sieve, its contents bare before him.
He should not have examined it, he should not have done many things with the Dalish woman, and it was all too late now. He saw frustration, and fear, and hope, and worst of all? A captivation which he mirrored, and had almost been wishing was a trick of the light.
A darting flush, a lingering look. A proper kiss goodbye. All tokens that could have been exchanged between nothing more than friends, and they were, and they could remain such, yet?
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This chapter took a LOT of work, and is pretty lengthy. There’s a loooot of tension, a lot of mystery, ust, and tension in general. I really hope you all enjoy!
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